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 You know sometimes how you're so tired and so overworked and so anxious about the endless list of stuff you just have to keep in your head and keep moving forward on even though progress is so small it's like you're not moving at all?

And how "sometimes" is "all the time"?

Is this just how everyone feels? Or is this quite particular to having a really demanding job, a brain that sometimes runs on empty, and being really fucking single in a constellation of friends who have partners to share these burdens with?

I feel like I'm a zombie in my own life sometimes, I really do. Stumbling on and on.

I genuinely thought "well thank god for that, an end date" when I saw this headline