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Last year was a really bad year for reading. I couldn't concentrate, couldn't settle on anything, and when I did read, I struggled to hold things in my head. The pandemic and mental weirdness combined unhelpfully. This year I am aiming for a book a month, on the grounds that 2 days of reading in a month is achievable as an activity, and it might become enough of a habit I read more, but if not I will still have a sense of ticking over on books (and will read 2 more than I did last year). I'm also thinking about giving Audible a go, after a friend got through huge numbers of books last year with it; in particular it's a great thing to listen to when I'm walking and works as a bit of an incentive for that, so we'll see.

January
1. Let's Pretend This Never Happened - Jenny Lawson. I'm about 90% sure a friend recommended this to me and I vaguely went "oh yes, the Bloggess, I used to read her" because I've been on the internet for a hundred years and that's how it is with famous bloggers of old. It's a fine book. Oddly dated for being 4 years old - blogging and fame for blogging is different now - and quite one note in the humour. It all felt vaguely familiar (no doubt because of historical blog readership) and a handful of sections made me laugh out loud but it's not something I enjoyed to the last.
2. How It Feels to Float - Helena Fox. This was one that Teddy read to me so I mostly listened to it while tramping around Southampton's green spaces which meant the descriptions of Australian beaches ended up confusingly woven into a grey and wintery English landscape. It's broadly very good. I had some issues with how flat characters around Biz are and found the depiction of psychiatric services to be so neat and efficient as to be, ironically, pure fantasy. But it had a good rhythm and a rich style that I enjoyed.
3. High Fidelity - Nick Hornby. How I've got to the grand old age of 36 without reading this is a mystery to me. It's a mercy I didn't read it as a teen, I would have learnt all the wrong lessons from it. At the same age as the protagonist, though, it's a well observed, pleasantly honest depiction of a very normal man behaving awfully in all the ways very normal people do. I enjoyed it.
4. Hyperbole and a Half: Unfortunate Situations, Flawed Coping Mechanisms, Mayhem, and Other Things That Happened - Allie Brosh. It's weird to me that I've only just read this. I read the blog back before it was the biggest thing on the internet. I read it before everyone knew it. And I felt kind of sad when it was suddenly public property instead of that one blog for weird people to laugh-cry at. I laughed at a lot of this. The new-for-the-book material is probably weaker than the original blog posts that make up about half the content, which makes me wonder what the new book (sitting on my bookshelf after being a Christmas gift) is going to be like. But it was fun. And I snort laughed at old jokes.
5. Rebecca - Daphne du Maurier I can't believe how much I liked this book. Unfortunately I made the mistake of reading the short essay at the end of the edition I bought which offered an incredibly facile review of the themes. The argument in the essay was that Rebecca was the most interesting and full character this is obviously nonsense: almost everything we learn about Rebecca comes from the fantasies of the narrator. The essay also noted that the house was a significant presence but failed to grasp the things which the house represented. The house is a representation of du Winter's mother and his failure to separate from her - this seems especially clear given what the essay notes about du Maurier's awareness of Freud  - Maxim's terror of women, dramatised through his horror at Rebecca's sexuality and his sister's self possession, AND his lack of respect for the lesbian Mrs Danvers, are all evidence of this. That the narrator wants to be wife AND mother to him all confirm this depiction of his immature psyche. What I found interesting though was not du Winter, but the narrator's shift from passivity to submission and in submission she is awakened and empowered and strengthened. All of this is missed in the essay, which weakly ends saying women like to buy romances, and melodrama is negative. Fuck off, you missed the point.
6. On Connection - Kae Tempest It's not perfect. But my goodness, it does have a lot of useful things to say.

February
7. Down the Rabbit Hole: Curious Adventures and Cautionary Tales of a Former Playboy Bunny - Holly Madison I've wanted to read this since it came out as I was obsessed with the slow car crash of post feminism that was The Girls Next Door (or "Girls of the Playboy Mansion' as it was broadcast in the UK). Good things, it seems either ghost written or heavily edited. The authors note at the beginning is borderline illiterate so I'm glad she wasn't given total authorship. Bad things; it's problematic as hell that she talks about lengthy, textbook abusive relationships as "whirlwind romances that ended badly" instead of labelling them for what they were. She's throwing women under the bus left right and centre for behaving in the same ways she did, or different ways for the same reasons and I wanted to shake her into a proper feminist awareness. But what can you do. It's sad. I feel like solidarity with other women is what all of these women need more than anything else.
8. The Book of Koli - M.R. Carey I got about halfway through this and knew I was going to be disappointed because it wasn't going anywhere fast enough to resolve. It's written as a trilogy, which is fine. But if you can't tell a rounded story in part one of a trilogy, you haven't written a trilogy, you've written a really long book which has been arbitrarily published in three books. I like the way in which technology which is broadly familiar (touch screens, voice interface etc) but projected into future (AI, lasers that operate in ways our lasers can't) is described - and handled - in an unfamiliar way. I've often remarked that in Trek when they go back in time (especially when they go to the 1960s in TOS) it's unrealistic they can use computers so easily as that knowledge is lost realy quickly - so it was great seeing that incorporated. Otherwise though, disappointing in worldbuilding (yes big ideas about texture of world, but socially and in terms of people? not so good) and plodding in pace.

March-May
Nothing.

June
9. Night Watch - Terry Pratchett I needed to be at home somewhere, and Ankh will always be welcoming, especially when I get to walk the streets with Sam.
10. The Galaxy and the Ground Within - Becky Chambers This was the first book I have read - or piece of art of any sort - which is in any way about the pandemic/lockdown. I don't know if it was because I was in a weird place, or because of the lockdown allegory, but I didn't love this. It never really got going. As ever, the characterisation was flawless and the people were all real. But it didn't land anywhere hard, like the other three in the series did. It was nice to live there for a while, all the same.

July
11. Going Postal - Terry Pratchett I remember loving this the first time I read it. Perhaps it is my low mood or perhaps I have just moved on in some way, but I found it unevenly weighted in the narrative and although it had some excellent bits, it's not one of my all time favourites anymore.

August
12. Solutions and Other Problems - Allie Brosh This was tremendous. I had put off reading it because the first book was quite nothingy in the end but this is a whole, intentional book. There are themes and stuff. It's sad and devastatingly on the money via a light touch of laugh out loud bits - which such be impossible but isn't. 

September
13. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - JK Rowling I started reading this months ago on the grounds I find HP a comfort but the peril was too much and I stopped. Picked it up and finished it over a couple of days in the sun. 
14. Sensible Footwear: A Girl's Guide - Kate Charlesworth This is part memoir, part history of LGBT rights in the UK. I really liked it as a resource, and the interspersing of personal with broader community history. I found the pattern made it hard to read in a sustained way - which I wanted to because of the personal story. And sometimes facts would be repeated which added to it feeling a bit of a slog in places. But it's a lovely history, and so nice to have a UK, women focused one.

October
15.
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Last year I matched my 2018 total with 25 books under my belt. It wasn't a good year in terms of selections in 2019 though. I got some great books for Christmas and bought another 4 in the Kindle sale though so I am optimistic I'm already half way to a better year of reading.

2020 is my 11th year of making this post (updated as the year progresses) and I've found it very enjoyable to have this record - especially without the added pressure/structure, and gameification of reading, which GoodReads tends towards.

January
1. Star Trek Discovery: The Way to the Stars by Uma McCormack This is only the second or third time I've read a tie-in novel for anything, and my first Star Trek one. I bloody love Tilly and my friend told me about the existence of this for Tilly backstory. It's not necessarily the backstory I wanted for her, and I would have liked less angst and Mallory Towers-esq drama and more time with her on her adventure. I was frustrated and a bit confused by her persistent naming of her father "Daddy" which seemed out of character for a 16 year old. Overall, it was pretty reasonable for YA and rattled along well. I liked some of the topics and themes covered and was very, very amused by the characterisation of academics - and a bit horrified that even in the Federation academics didn't get proper holidays (but omg, imagine being on a social sciences Starship! Dream!)
2. The Boy, the Mole, the Fox and the Horse by Charlie Mackesy A friend sent me this with a really moving short note after, I assume, she saw my blog earlier that week about struggling with my mood. It is in many ways, really not my thing but it comes from a place of kindness and hopefullness and the art is beautiful and I read it and sobbed all the way through in quite a cleansing way. I like the mole.

February
3. Munch by Steffen Kverneland Bit variable. I appreciated the insertion of the author/illustrator, given what an enormous project it was, it's understandable. I wanted a different narrative of Munch, I think, it was definitely at odds with what they said about him at the British Museum exhibition I went to last year and that was disappointing. But maybe it was also less sentimental and more accurate?

March

Nothing. Not a sausage. Was too mad and then too stressed to concentrate. I was pleased with myself for listening to a four part Radio 4 play of Dostovesky's The Idiot. But it didn't quite hang together so I read the wiki entry and discovered they'd ommitted and elided things in ways that changed meaning. So that was a disappointment. Escatic epilepsy is fascinating though isn't it.

April
4. Hostage by Guy Delisle I read this in an afternoon on the balcony in the sun. It was an astonishing book and my heart was in my mouth all the way through. Beautifully understated, very carefully told. Sort of useful to read during lockdown? "I can't do it. I want to die. Stay positive. Just one day at a time" type thinking is familiar - although obviously not the same.

May
5. The New Bottoming Book (2nd edition) by Dossie Easton and Janet Hardy Lockdown prompted me to start exploring online repositories of books liberated from copyright and actually embrace PDFs for the first time. I've intended to read this forever. It's nice, very affirmative. I didn't really care for the section on spirituality, although I strongly agreed with one of the opening lines in that chapter: "Every orgasm is a spiritual experience". I liked the reflection prompted by another line as well: "greed makes you generous"
6. Her Body and Other Parties by Carmen Maria Machado I loved this. I haven't read a short story collection in ages and I adored how distinct the voice in each story was, the story 'Inventory' was especially on the nose for reading during a Pandemic. 'Especially Heinous' is the weakest for me. Lots of parts of it stayed with me and I suspect will continue to stay. The prose is sparkling and the confidence of the storytelling really is surprising for a debut. It reminds me of Angela Carter, but only in broad strokes rather than being in any way derivative.

June- July
Nothing. I have spent lots of this year really struggling with concentration. I can graze across internet writings, articles, blogs, for hours and hours. But sitting down to something which requires sustained attention has been to daunting. This also goes for any tv over 40 mins an episode (sometimes that's still too much) and all film. 

August
7. To Be Taught, If Fortunate - Becky Chambers Becky Chambers always makes me cry. Always. This one took me entirely by surprise though; it got right inside my head, moved from me just being delighted by and enjoying the topic and style of writing, to having itchy brain and then being utterly broken, sobbing through the end of a chapter. It was a perfectly balanced novella. I still wish it was 1000 pages longer.
8. Eleanor Oliphant is Completely Fine - Gail Honeyman I didn't enjoy this. The 'twist' was blindingly obvious from the outset, for me. The 'resolution' was entirely too neat and Eleanor's journey was entirely too convenient and directly travelled. And in many ways, I just didn't care. It read quickly and was easy to get through, so that's something.

September
9. Spring - Ali Smith Technically, I didn't read this, I heard it, because Teddy read it (and you can listen to them read it too, if you want/are on their access list). I know of Ali Smith, of course, but I didn't have any sense of who she was as a writer, or that I would enjoy her writing. Which it turns out is deeply wrong headed because she's exactly the kind of writer I adore and this was a tremendous book which caught me off guard more than once and made me angry and sad and perhaps even hopeful. 

October
10. Murder in Mesopotami - Agatha Christie An indication of just how slowly I'm going with books this year. I have had a tradition of asking for Christie's for Christmas each year - this is 2019s gift I slogged through it as well, hated narration style and, exceptionally, guessed the murdered really early on. It was ladden with racist descriptions and all in all just felt like I shouldn't have bothered. Not unlike 2020 as a whole.

November and December 
Nothing finished
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 Last year I made it to 25 books! This was a big step up from the last couple of years and I'm really pleased I managed it and am back to my more-or-less-average. Mostly, it was not a good year of books and I slogged through more than a couple of ropey offerings. I'm hoping that even if I have the same bad luck this year, I'll still get through a good number. I need to ensure I get my book out when I get on the train instead of sitting there scolling aimlessly through my phone. 

January
1. Ancillary Sword - Ann Leckie I couldn't get Ancillary Justice out of my head so I just gave in and, rather than saving it, went straight on to this one. A lot of the issues I had had with Ancillary Justice - the confusing deployment of pronouns, the complexity of the structure of the military, the naming conventions - were gone in this book and it felt much more open and easy to enjoy. This was reflected in how quickly I read it - and I ended up staying up to 3am two nights just to read it which I haven't done for ages. I have a niggling discomfort with the overall handling of the fact the Radch empire is founded on, and sustained by slavery. This was particularly stark with the transported slaves working on the tea plantation in this one. Whilst there was character/universe-integrity to how this was handled, I'm not going to be happy unless that system of slavery is utterly destroyed in the third book. There isn't enough horror within the book at the meaning of such a system.
2. Ancillary Mercy - Ann Leckie Was never going to read anything else next, really. Read it in 3 nights and was properly gripped again - even woke up repeatedly on the second night because I was thinking about it. I really liked the character arc of lots of people - and the integrity of depiction of addiction recovery - and finally realised why I was so drawn to Breq (can't imagine anyone will love her, demands stuff from people as part of professional role but doesn't necessarily consider feelings in that equation) and I'm so, so jealous of the idea you can monitor people's thoughts and emotions via an AI, rather than necessarily having to decode everything from the outside. Adored the way the Presger worked - made me reflect on how sci-fi can never present a truly 'alien' race because you can't communicate a totally different way of thinking about life in the confines of coherent narrative structure, but the translators were excellent at bridging that and allowing a truly alien alien race into the world-building. Really satisfied with the conclusion, going to buy the other one she's written set in the same universe.

February
3. The Long Habit of Living - Joe Haldeman This was a bit hit and miss. In some ways it was hard boiled crime in space - complete with sexism. The timeline didn't make loads of sense - written in 1990 and only projected 15 years into the future for a fairly radical change in technology. Despite best efforts I wasn't that convinced by how much/little society was changed by access to immortality technology. The supposed chapters written from first person perspective of the two key characters in turn were incredibly inconsistent and kept flipping narrator and going back to omniscient narrator which was annoying - if only because it wouldn't have been annoying if it hadn't been flagged as being something it wasn't. Satisfying enough and engaging enough. Just a bit flat overall.

March
4. Provenance - Ann Leckie I bought this because it was in the same universe as the Ancillary series. But it's literally only *technically* in the same universe - it doesn't even take place in the same empire/nation (Radchaai). The lead character is incredibly wet, and rich, and cries seemingly ALL THE TIME. I felt absolutely no sense of attachment to her and frequently was just bored by her endless whining about injustice and not being loved. The plot was very thin and there were weird narrative markers which didn't function properly (what was the meaning of the shoes that weren't hers at the end? It was bizarre). Disappointing, and a slog.
5. Peril at End House - Agatha Christie This was a great read. Full, rounded characters. Great pace. Loads of clues which I couldn't help but try and decode even though I've never correctly guessed a Christie murderer/or guessed in full. I got halfway right on this one, but with wrong explanation. And properly gasped at the final reveal. Super satisfying, and with all the texture of real lives with sex, drugs, extortion and lies. Marvellous.
6. Record of a Spaceborn Few - Becky Chambers oh god I love it. I feel like she is one of few living writers who understands what the intrinsic value of storytelling is. There's such depth and texture to her characters. Such richness to the world. This one has more in common in tone and pace with the first book than the second which is also really welcome. Oh god I feel exhausted and satisfied and sad I can't stay there forever.

April
7. The Subtle Knife - Phillip Pullman I somehow got the events of this one muddled with the events of the Amber Spyglass in my memory, which is ok because I'm excited about Dr Malone's story in the next one, as I remember loving that. Somehow also my recollection of Hester and Lee's last stand was much more dramatic and protracted than it seemed in this re-reading, perhaps I was reading less carefully this time. I'm still struggling to pull back into memorythe basics of Milton and what I remember from my CofE upbringing and education on Genesis to untangle where the story is going, which frustrated me last time. I just don't know enough about the mythology. Also: dementors and spectres are the same? Is that from the Bible too? I can't remember. Bad ex-Christian.

May
8. Synners - Pat Cardigan This was so disappointing. It was utterly unispired and over long. Slogging through endless introductions of two dimensional characters, written in a deliberately 'abstract' way which offered nothing to the narrative and seemed to only serve to obscure the paper thin plot. The final 'reveal' of threat/fight was dull and lacked any sort of emotional or dramatic resonance. It was like a weird impression of quality cyberpunk - cyperpunk by numbers with no sense of what those elements are meant to do or communicate. There was a deep vein of distrust for technology - as though it is an uncomplicated bad rather than subject to reproduce all the grey areas of humanity. What a mess.

June
9. Saga Volume 1-3 - Brian K Vaughan and Fiona Staples I finally managed to convince a friend to read this series and as I didn't own physical copies of Vol 1-3 she bought them and I offered to lend her 4-9 if I could borrow 1-3 so I can do a full re-read. The coherence is even greater than I realised, having read them over 4 years now, and the hint from Hazel about her heart being broken in the first volume took me by surprise as I tried to put it into place with what happens in vol.9.  Eeek!
10. Saga Volume 4-6 - Brian K Vaughan and Fiona Staples I remember not liking vol.5 that much but rereading close to the others has given me a new appreciation for it and I really, really liked that texture of stories for the side characters and totally sold on Gwendolyn, Sophie and The Brand which I think I didn't really connect with last time.
11. The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Stephen Chobsky I had a friend at uni who loved this book and as a result for the last 16 years I've been "getting around" to reading it. It's nice enough but the narrative choices are a bit strange: for a kid reading widely the narrative voice is very juvenile in linguistic choices and scope. I wasn't writing like that at 15 and it was nonsensical Charlie was. It felt like Chobsky did it to ensure his reader felt superior to Charlie in order to make his 'life lessons' land without being preachy, which I'm not sure came off. I couldn't help but compare to the sophistication and tone of Judy Blume who inserts the same sort of lessons without having strange issues with her character's relationship to the reader. Also the characterisation of the sister was crap.
12. Nothing is True and Everything is Possible: Adventures in Modern Russia - Peter Pomerantsev This was a series of vignettes of life in Russia. It gave some interesting impressions and insights but lacked, for me, a consistent thread to hold it all together. The way it was presented also made it difficult to identify personal impressions and opinions of the author, and material collected through his investigative journalism which, given the theme, is slightly ironic. Good but not great.

July
13. Tentacle - Rita Indiana It's hard to know what to say about this. At times I wondered if the translation was letting it down but I think that doesn't explain everything. The description of women ("her ample breasts bounced into the room before her svelte figure" style) and casual discussion of sexual violence ("I wanted to rape her and strangle her" is legit a line, thrown in and not used to say anything critical) was awful and I was surprised a woman wrote like that. The themes were confused and deployed without an overarching sense they were building to anything - it was a collection of ideas without any coherence. The significance of Argenis' sex change was never really gotten to grips with, other than appearing to uncritically confirm the centrality of men in affecting change in the world. 
14. Saga Volume 7-9 - Brian K Vaughan and Fiona Staples I checked my previous reviews and last time found volume 7 to be "not as good" but fuck knows what I was thinking because it's brutal and utterly captivating. As are 8 and 9 - and 9 is amazing for the pacing and that horrible mix of hope and inevtably cruel fate. I really hope the haitus ends soon.
15. Lord of the Flies - William Golding Like so many people, I read this at schol. Unlike so many people, I loved it. I wanted to revisit it as an adult and it was really rewading for this. I had completely forgotten - or simply not ever noticed - the poetic language and style which bowled me over. It's impossible not to read it as a political allegory in the current climate, so that was really interesting. I think I most strrongly identified with Piggy when I first read it but rereading now, it was Simon who resonated with me. And I had a very different appreciation of Ralph this time - finding him desperately naive in a way I just didn't have the experience to understand or recognise when I first read it.

August
16. Harry Potter and the Philosophers Stone - JK Rowling I decided to reread this as I moved house and wanted something comforting and familiar whilst I settled. I have been taking it slow so far and I forgot how careful this first book is, and how cruel and dark the Dursleys are. Also, nerd details; the horseless carraiges/thestrals don't exist in this book, everyone returns to the Hogwarts Express across the lake.
17. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - JK Rowling My only memory of this was how infuriating Harry and Ron's decision to steal a flying car to get to school, is. That was sort of an unfair recollection because there's a real richness here - and nice that Hermoine doesn't just tell Harry and Ron how to suceed and Harry puzzles it out, a fact I had forgotten. Lockhart seems more and more like a person I meet in my professional life as the years go by.
18. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - JK Rowling This is still my favourite. It's so beautifully plotted and I really, really appreciate that, at 13, Harry has that shattering moment so many of us experience around that age of realising someone you admire/love isn't invincible and can't turn back the tide. It's a profound moment of growth from childhood to adulthood and it's appropriately agonising.

September
19. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - JK Rowling I think this is the slowest I've read this one - including when it was first released. With a slower speed comes a different reflection on it. I think it's too long - not because the action starts in July at the Quidditch World Cup rather than the end of the autumn term as in other books - but because in between the QWC, and each of the Triwizard Tournament tasks, nothing happens. There are these huge long tracts of life at Hogwarts which don't drive the story forward, don't give us any key information, don't drop any clues or red herrings. It's very meandering. For what is essentially a mystery story of the same magnitude as Prisoner of Azkaban, there is very little in the way of tension building. It's quite uneven. The death, grief, and conclusion are all excellently written, and I think more than ever the pathos of Harry walking away from the Hogwarts Express and his friends at the end, knowing what will be will be, is really acute. That is the key strength in the whole book, I think.
20. Murder on the Links - Agatha Christie I found this really hard to get into and overall felt the story lacked the depth and twists which I most like in a Christie. There seemed to be no other possible killer than who it turned out to be and whilst Poirot and Hastings were running about a lot their dashes back and forth across the channel didn't seem to move the story forward in any way. Bit disappointing.
21. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowling I don't think, during a full re-read, I've ever interrupted it with a different book, as I did here. I'm glad I did because I came to this really ready and it felt fresh. I got quite annoyed when reading this because a friend had echoed something I hear a lot; "Harry is so annoying and whiny in this book". And I suddenly realised why it pisses me off so much; Harry is suffering pretty textbook PTSD. Everything to do with him not being believed and traumatised is also a fairly solid allegory for child sexual abuse; including one of the people who believes him not knowing how to talk to him anymore. And those people who seek to suppress his story (Umbridge) literally inflict further damage on him as a result. It's one of the most emotionally 'fair' books, I think. Harry behaves like a child and not a hero in a book. And I find it really affecting - particularly when it's compounded by his grief over Sirius. As usual, I wept at that death.
22. Carpe Jugulum - Terry Pratchett I remembered this as one of my favourites - as indeed it was when I first read it. But I don't know, either I wasn't in the right mood or I've just moved on emotionally or intellectually or whatever and it didn't land that well. A lot of it was good but a lot of it felt needlessly dense and I struggled to keep up momentum with reading it. Its a good ending, that's still true.

October
23. A Slip of the Keyboard - Terry Pratchett I started this in August sometime with moving stress knowing I couldn't commit to anything requiring prolonged concentration so that was nice. But then it was, as I anticipated, really repetative - which is sort of nice to see. You can be a very successful writer with a small stable of jokes, topics, and turns. It was enjoyable enough - reminded me I don't really have loads in common politically with Pratchett which is always odd when I have so much in common politically with his characters (I know, I know, but it's still hard to remember that separation) but then that felt good to be confronted with.
24. Harry Potter and The Half-Blood Prince I find this an odd book. It's the only one where Harry manages to complete an ordinary year at school - everything that happens, happens around the coherent structure of the year rather than within the events of a term. It's also quite a cruel book - the relationship between Dumbledore and Harry is most troubling in this one, I think. There's such disregard for Harry's feelings and such huge demands on what he must do. The 'use' of Harry by Dumbledore is obviously mirrored in Scrimgeour's attempts to use Harry and I think that's sadly under developed. I think also the copy-editing is amongst the worst in the series in this book. There's some hideous sentences.

November
Nope - just reading incredibly, incredibly slowly all month.

December
25. The Amber Spyglass - Philip Pullman I really slogged through this but it didn't have anything to do with my enjoyment of reading this, and everything to do with my stress levels and poor work/life balance meaning I fell into bed each night, fiddled around on the internet for 40 mins then fell dead asleep for 6 hours. I remember enjoying this one more than the Subtle Knife, last time I read it, but not feeling like I fully 'got' it. This time I felt a lot more intellectually confident with it (and kept reflecting on how much it's not a children's book) and feel I got a lot more out of it. It felt particularly significant to conclude it the day after the election results when I was feeling hopeless. It's a story of hopelessness in many ways, unbelievable odds and an equivocal sort of resolution/vision of what comes next. But the core message is one of pessimistic fight inflected with optimistic values. I found that really valuable.
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Last year I limped to 16 books. Optimistic I'll break my streak of shit books from last year and do better than that this year.

January
1. Mona Lisa Overdrive - William Gibson So much better than the second one in this trilogy. I might even prefer it to Necromancer. Kumiko was a pointless pointless nothing character and I resented her existence as a fantasy-Japanese-girl-trope and nothing more. Really enjoyed the pace, language and overall plot, such as it was.
2. Saga Volume 8 - Brian K Vaughan and Fiona Staples Oh god it's so so good. How is anything this good? Read the entire thing on train home from East Croydon, so under 50mins. Glorious. Funny, clever, heartfelt, beautifully drawn, perfectly paced. It's literally perfect.

February
3. The Argonauts - Maggie Nelson I decided I must read this last year when a keynote speaker at the Lesbian Lives conference structured her presentation around it and it appeared to be about everything I wrote my thesis on. It's a willfully and unapologetically intellectual piece and touches on all sorts of bits of theory I read and use which was really engaging. It reminded me a little of Hallucinating Foucault, a little of Written on the Body, and a little of Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic (all of which I love). It's entirely it's own creature though and really well put together. Very pacey despite it's style and potentially dense content.  The final third was the least engaging for me, because I think it veered too much into a more traditional narrative of pregnancy and romance but in all I found it creatively and intellectually inspiring.
4. The Rime of the Modern Mariner - Nick Hayes I wanted to like this a lot more than I did. The illustration is beautiful and the period when the ship is becalmed in the sea of plastic is really compelling - as are the illsutrations of the various animals wrapped into knots with plastic and sea ending in a tangled mess. The thing that let it down was the language - the rich rhythm of the Rime of the Ancient Mariner was utterly lost and occasionally tripped over itself trying to crowbar ill-fitting words into some sort of rhyme. There was also a bit of a nagging thing for me about the uncritical celebration of pastoral life/small scale farming. Because I'm not at all convinced "cities are bad and rural farming life is the solution" actually represents a meaningful environmental critique.

March
5. Playthings - Alex Pheby This was so promising and initially it was really exhilarating but the final third/final quarter really seemed to lack the concluding flourish it needed. In all, it just seemed to fizzle out - not even 'not go anywhere' which well written literary fiction comfortably can - but just not maintain it's own momentum. The claims it explored the "psychological structure of fascism" was massively overstated - or entirely inaccessible to someone without extensive knowledge of psychoanlysis. It was good, but given liberties were already taken with the representation of a real person, there was scope to do something else at the end and it just left me feeling disappointed.
6. Northern Lights - Philip Pullman I'd only read this once but seen the not-very-good film a lot of times and as a result the latter has kind of overtaken my imagination. For that reason, it was really good to go back to the book and rediscover a proper Lyra and a really rich world with complex motivations for different characters. Flew through it and glad to have the whole trilogy as a beautiful hardback to go on to the next book soon.
7. The Long Way to a Small Angry Planet - Becky Chambers Feminist sci-fi! Good feminist sci-fi! Finally! Brilliant! Character driven! Complexity, depth, care, love, family, friendship, enduring bonds! Oh god this was like a warm bath. Loads of queerness, great writing compelling me through, proper conversations that sound like each person is their own person. I loved every second, Corbin's character arc, Sissix's complexity. Dr Chef's warmth and pain. Pei's resolution. Kizzy and Jenks' relationship! Oh god I want to read it again and/or become a Spacer.

April
8. Wishful Drinking - Carrie Fisher I really wanted to love this. And it was an appropriately pithy, easy read for the plane - although sadly much too short for my 7 hour long haul - finished it in a little over an hour. But equally, it was written in such a repetative, conversational way it became a bit infuriating. Given it's on kindle, I could search this but I suspect the number of "well anyway", is truly painful. It reads like transcribed speech - perhaps that's exactly what it is given it was 'adapted' from a play but...blah. Won't be rushing to read anything else, much as I liked the light-touch of philosophy versus anecdote.

May
9. A Closed and Common Orbit - Becky Chambers It's definitely not as good as the first one but the focus on people and relationships still drives it forward with a good pace. The deep dive into questions about the ethics of creating AI and what it means to be human was great and really got me thinking on that stuff - including changing the way I viewed the droids in Solo: A Star Wars Movie.

June
10. Ready Player One - Ernest Cline This is such a good concept totally ruined by that neck beard, women hating, incel mentality. It's so obnoxious. I absolutely believed that Parzival was a projection of Ernest Cline, that's part of where the bad taste that this book leaves you with comes from. It's really pacy, and the fights are written really well. But the world building - the reference points are all media texts made by men, of course - is shoddy, lots of holes in the logic. And it's shot through with a really nasty streak. The characters are largely two dimensional - especially clear in the big 'reveal' about Aech - and Wade is utterly detestable. His 'reward' at the end of the book is so inevitable and so offensive for a book written in 2011. 

July

11. Altered Carbon - Richard Morgan I found this weirdly frustrating. Pacing seemed to go in peaks and troughs which is no bad thing, but sometimes it was a slog and sometimes I couldn't put it down so I never got into a good rhythm with it. Fundamentally, I think I hated the world that was built - it was cruel and hard and empty. Something Gibson, for example, never does despite his cyberpunk dystopias being very hard edged. I liked the concept and it was densely plotted. For a first novel, it was pretty impressive. However, I found there were too many characters to keep track of and I kept losing the thread of who was who and why they were significant - I think this is a problem of writing and a need for greater detail in the introductions. I was also left with a bad taste in my mouth over the sexual violence. Even the protagonist [spoiler] gets turned into a woman in order that he can be tortured and we are treated to a truly gratuitous description of her being burned from inside her vagina. The Madonna/whore stuff was, ultimately, pointless and served to reinforce my sense the author had a crummy view of women. Disappointing and a bit of a slog in the end.
12. Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix - J.K. Rowling. I wanted something to absord me when I couldn't switch off from work so this was the choice - next in series from last one I read last year. I don't know why I read this one. It makes me so, so sad. Sirius' end is so unfair. The storyline with Hagrid and Grawp is also long and unnecessary in an already very long book. Sirius needn't have died if literally anyone in the order had said to Harry "you need to learn Occulemency so Voldermort won't give you false visions and lure you into a trap". Dumbledore still wouldn't have had to tell him about the prophecy. Sirius needn't have died if Harry had used the goddamn mirror which he gave him when he left for Hogwarts. I am, obviously, hugely compelled by the story and utterly in love wih Sirius and Lupin or these things wouldn't bother me so much but goddamn it Rowling, there is a lot in this story that just seems to be about torturing Harry and punishing Sirius for being a bit of a rebel. I want a version of the story from here out where Sirius, Lupin and Tonks all survive.
13. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - J.K. Rowling I didn't really want to read this but I couldn't remember how Harry did in his OWLs and, for some reason, it seemed incredibly important to me to find out. It's the weakest book in the series, I think. There's a lot of necessary narrative work and the way Snape is written is really strong and careful. But in all I'm a bit 'meh' about it. Even with the death - and the very relatable grief and depiction of the funeral service.

August
14. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - J.K. Rowling I haven't been able to concentrate on anything for a month so I borrowed this from a friend (so much easier to manage in paperback, who knew?!) and ploughed through it in 2 days. It hurts, this book. I always start crying in earnest from the point Harry goes to Dumbledore's office with Snape's memories, through to the point Harry wakes up in Kings Cross. Every time. Can literally not see the page. There are, of course, plotting and pace issues with the series and everyone seems to love pointing these out as though they invalidate the story telling or strength of the core characterisations. And if I see another 'hot take' about how Dumbledore is terrible and Snape is evil and/or a lamb I will absolutely burn the place down - anyone who has read the books carefully sees these things acknowledged and worked through. Characters can be complex. People are broadly good but act cruelly and selfishly, and vice versa. Why is that considered a weakness of these books? It's true of all great books - Jane Eyre? Wuthering Heights? Charie and the Chocolate Factory? Crime and Punishment! 1984, The Outsider....I could go on and on and on. Anyway. Yep. Read it again.
15. The Bell Jar - Sylvia Plath There was a great documentary on BBC4 about this book which weaved together the personal and fictional and interviewed lots of people close to Plath from her childhood and adolescence. It was super moving and engaging and I thought it was about time I revisited this. I first read it when I was aound 16, I think, and was really into the introspective sadness, as is the nature of teens. I was interested to know whether it would still move me or if it would seem indulgent. I was delighted to find it as compelling as ever and to read it with adult eyes - a perspective Plath herself is applying to that time in her life when she came to write the The Bell Jar. Tremendous, and careful book.

September
16. Ordeal by Innocence - Agatha Christie I picked this up in a splurge in Waterstones - when I also bought number 15, and a fancy hard cover copy of Frankenstein to replace my ancient, heavily annotated copy. I had my 4 day holiday to Salzburg in mind because I find Christie so engaging and easy to read - even if regularly interrupted. I should have paid more attention to the chronological listing of non-series books on the back because this is a late one and like others of her later work, it's really repetative and lacks the complexity and claustrophobia of her best work. It felt like a short story spun out to a full length novel without anything being added. I also didn't really buy the resolution - the original murder for sure, but the later ones made no sense. And that's never happened before. Nevertheless, it occupied me for about 3 hours so good value in that respect.
17. Of Mice and Men - John Steinbeck Unlike most of the English speaking world, I'd never read this! I think one of the lower English sets read this at school but we had longer books in the top set. It's a nice enough novella, very open in structure and style - I can almost hear the school lessons on it, it so clearly lends itself to introductory literary criticism. Bleak as fuck but a good vignette of a very particular time and place.

October
18. The Wasp Factory - Iain Banks I read this against my better instincts. Years ago I tried and failed to read Complicity by Banks which was a set text on a literature module I was doing - the opening violence in that book was so disturbing to me I abandoned the attempt entirely. Unfortunately, I found the violence - graphically written and towards both humans and animals - just as distasteful. I've read a lot of really violent books - various hard boiled crime and A Clockwork Orange, being first examples to jump to mind - and I can stomach it if the violence is in service of something. I fail to see what Banks achieves with violence in this (or Complicity) and I actually found myself dreading returning to read it. The 'big twist' I've seen and heard people talking about was nothing of the sort - I had it pegged in the first 50 or less pages. The final few pages after that reveal were so badly written and so fucking self-satisfied (imagine! aren't I a clever author! I've made a big point about masculinity!) whatever shred of goodwill toward the project I had remaining evaporated.
19. Trumpet - Jackie Kay A friend recommended me to this when we were drunkenly discussing books one night and I gushed "omg that sounds amazing". I waited until my drunken expectations had faded and then read it. It's a very uneven book. The first few sections - the first 50 or so pages? - are tremendous. Wonderfully drawn characters and I even cried. Then it turns into a slog. In the sense it's about grief this perhaps isn't a surprise but I think the sort-of-epistolary form interrupted any sort of flow so it is hard to read at the pace you need to manage that sort of content. The final quarter returned to form and we moved satisfyingly to the end. But it went from being "omg, this is one of the best books I've read" to "ugh, I must finish this" to "meh, it was good enough". I wish there had been more of Joss' voice in the book, rather than that final letter, although I suppose it would have lessened the impact of that. In all, disappointing.
20. The Power - Naomi Alderman Ugh. This is a good concept wasted on poor character development, slightly questionable politcs, and a lack of vision. There's so little texture on the world as it changes, there's so little information on or motivations for characters - Margot and Tunde are the only people who have any depth or drive but it's nowhere near enough.The observation and way the news anchors were written was the sole highlight for me. For such a long book, it's very shallow, all it has to say is; "if women had power to inflict pain and death with a touch, they'd all behave like men". It's so on the nose in it's rape/violence/control stuff - it's not clever, it's not subtle, it's no more sophisticated than a moderately popular Tumblr post. Gender is handled so naively and it illuminates nothing. I saw one review that said it was great to finally see a feminist sci fi book where women fight back - but it's not. The reason feminist sci-fi/dystopia/speculative fiction doesn't usually include women-on-man violence is because feminist writers seek to explore something other than a straight reversal of power and brutality, and consider what it means to control or dominate in other ways, or what happens when women are no longer dominated. The vision of Islamic nations versus 'democratic' USA after the change was offensive - women overthrow the government in Saudi and set up a non-religious government, but in the US they just eventually vote in a couple of women? Fuck off. Its poorly thought through, poorly conceived, poorly understood takes on the contemporary world is a waste.
21. Saga Volume 9 - Brian K Vaughan and Fiona Staples I found this uncharacteristically slow - utterly gorgeous to look at again though. Given how it ended, it became clear why the run up to that had been as it was. I find it amazing they can write The Will as they do - he's a total bastard but I am always rooting for him. The best anti-hero I've ever read? 

November
22. The Haunting of Hill House - Shirley Jackson This was great. Really tense and scary. Great study of a human mind. Wonderful use of setting as a character in and of itself. Subtle commentary on gender roles and domesticity. Like We Have Always Lived in the Castle, I found the ending vaguely disappointing. I understood the ending - and I really liked how utterly disorientated I became towards the end of the book and how I only understood what had been happening with the reported speech of other characters at the point Eleanor was leaving the house - but somehow it didn't deliver what I wanted.
23. Riffs and Meaning: Manic Street Preachers and Know Your Enemy - Stephen Lee Naish I hesitate to pan this as dispassionately as I want to because I contributed some comments on my relationship to the album, and the author kindly sent me a copy when it was published but...the book is about 150 pages long but only 62 pages are dedicated to discussing Know Your Enemy specifically. It doesn't work as a book for someone unfamiliar with the band - there are too many missing details to understand the discussion for that. Given this is true, the lengthy summary of the band's albums before and after KYE is all the more baffling. The structure was incomprehensible to me - there was no systematic handling of the tracks or the events/biography of band surrounding it. There were multiple typographical and grammatical errors. There were a number of factual errors which seem to have been copied over from fan lore and other publications on the Manics. There was no clear central thesis - the claim KYE needs re-examining and appreciating as per the blurb was solid - but there didn't seem to be any sustained argument to that end. There were weird references to the contemp context of the album  - the Iraq War was baffling referred to as a "pre-emptive war" - but the political climate, whilst potentially a fascinating lens to understand the album by, was handled unevenly and non-systematically. It felt, ultimately, like a wasted opportunity and I'm sad about that.

December
24. Ancillary Justice - Ann Leckie Generally, I really loved this. But I found the use of pronouns (obviously intended to be provocative in prompting reflection on how we construct ideas about characters based on gender markers, and works well to reflect on how different languages have different gender convetions) incredibly frustrating - it made it really challenging to follow who was being refered to when there were more than 2 characters in a scene. Similarly, the naming conventions of characters occasionally meant I struggled to get characters sorted out. I was there by the end but it was really unforgiving in allowing you to acclimatise to those elements. Looking forward to the next two in the series.
25. The Adventure of Black Peter, The Adventure of Charles Augustus Milverton, The Adventure of the Six Napoleons - Arthur Conan Doyle More short stories. I enjoyed the second one particularly. The third was exceptionally easy to predict.
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Made it to an inauspicious 18 books in 2016 - struggled to commit to a huge variety of books and also had a run of dreadful choices interspersed with some real quality.  Got some great books for Christmas and hoping this will buoy me into the new year and to at least 30 books for 2017.

January
....nope. Could not concentrate on a thing in January.

February
1. The Antidote: Happiness for people who can't stand positive thinking - Oliver Burkeman.  I've read a lot of Burkeman's columns in the Guardian over the years and frequently recommend this article to people with imposter syndrome.  I have been interested in thinking about how I can take cognitive steps towards a different way of approaching the idea of happiness and wellbeing for some time but am turned off absolutely by what Burkeman calls "the cult of positive thinking". This book was refreshing, and reads easily in the small chapter chunks. I was struck by how much of this collected wisdom I've come to via other routes.  Investigating Buddhism, after dating a Buddhist woman some years ago, introduced me to a lot of the ideas discussed in relation to that and Stoicism. In my academic work I've encountered a lot of the ideas about the chimeric notion of the self and how it comes down to nothing more than arbitrary divisions between 'self' and 'other' which can cause more pain than reassurance.  And I had come by the idea of 'mori memento' via friends who've revived, and are interested in, Victorian-style celebration of the macabre, and by my own interest in the meaning and significance of Day of the Dead festivals. Finally, I encountered ideas about revaluing 'failure' via queer theory, and in particular a book called "the Queer Art of Failure" which at the time inspired me and this prompted me to reflect again on those ideas.  Despite not necessarily encountering anything 'new' here, I did feel reassured that my continually emerging, eclectic view of the world is actually a fairly solid way to approach life and 'happiness'. That my reflection on the negative and facing down worst-case scenarios rather than tying myself in mental knots trying to avoid them, is actually a fair strategy.  What it did highlight for me is that I need to work more on celebrating the things I have in the present, and valuing the things that give me pleasure, however fleetingly.  I tried to indoctrinate this into myself some years ago when I had "seek beauty" tattooed on my wrist (something which, whenever I glance at, I do immediately look around and try to find something to be awed by).  But I need to keep working at this.

March
2. Count Zero - William Gibson So one thing I like about Gibson is that his descriptions are both rich, and other wordly.  You usually have to work hard to imagine what he is describing, but he gives you so much texture alongside entirely new words or terminology, you can do it - and it's enormously rewarding. However, being one of the early books, it just doesn't seem to quite be there.  Much like Neuromancer I never felt like I fell into step with the narrative, descriptions felt impressionistic and abstract - I can see the components of what I like in the Bridge trilogy, for example, but it's just not come together yet.  I spent easily two thirds of the book not quite being able to grasp what was going on and, somehow despite there not being definitely a lot more characters than usual, I couldn't keep track of who was who. In particular, I never really got a sense of personality or point of connection for Bobby, and Marly seemed to be really inconsistently characterised. Hard work, in the end.
3. Three Blind Mice and Other Stories - Agatha Christie I've wanted to read this for ages and got it for Christmas. Three Blind Mice is absolutely heart-in-mouth stuff. So evocative, so claustrophobic, and a lovely gay lad. The other stories were all nice enough but more like sketches than actual mysteries you could get emotionally or intellectually involved in. I liked the Miss Marple one with two sisters the best.

April
4. A Street Cat Named Bob - James Bowen I don't know what I was expecting really. I'm not sure I've ever read something which is ghostwritten/co-written with non-professional writer and this was really jarring and clearly heavily edited into shape. I think that as an author, you have one responsibility - and that's to be totally honest with your reader, good or bad, you have to offer it up. For what is probably a whole host of understandable reasons, it seems that James Bowen does not want to reveal his soul in this book, but frequently things felt carefully revised/edited versions of the truth, or there were gaps where there should have been disclosure. For that reason, I found it very dissatisfying. It's a nice enough story, but I knew everything I needed to from a Guardian article about 5 years ago. Plus side though - very quick to read.
5. Saga: Volume 7 - Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona K. Staples Glorious. I cried. The series really does go from strength to strength, and I think volume 7 is especially strong after some meandering in volume 6. I care so much about all the characters, and believe in them absolutely, fantastic storytelling, jaw dropping illustrations. Perfect.
6. Queer: A Graphic History - Meg John Barker and Julia Scheele I bought this back in September, before my viva, and then lost my nerve reading it in case it had something in it I'd missed/didn't know. In my viva, I discovered someone heavily involved in writing this book felt that I had a better grasp on some elements of queer theory than them, so I then felt like I might be disappointed with it...! In the end, it's a fair book. I found the level quite variable, I'd hesitate to recommend it to someone who isn't already familiar with literary theory/critical sexuality or feminist studies as I think there are a lot of dense ideas still not fully decompressed for a less prepped reader. I'll definitely recommend to queer-inclined cultural studies undergrads and activists with a fair academic foundation. Some of it was strong, some of the selections were obviously heavily informed by MJ's psychology background. I'd have liked more on Judith Butler - I know PhDs who still don't understand her work and this would have been a great opportunity to address that.  Similarly, I think my way of explaining the heterosexual matrix and its relationship to heteronormativity is better (!) than offered here. There was, overall, a real pleasure in reading this for me and saying to myself, as I did, "I am an expert in this. I have a PhD in this. AND I'm still getting a guttural kick of joy at the scope and importance of these ideas".  That's pretty cool.

May-June
Nada

July
7. Agatha: The Real Life of Agatha Christie - Anne Martinetti, Guillaume Lebeau, Alexandre Franc This was really disappointing. The challenge of any biography is to impose narrative and tell your reader something new. That 'new' is ideally an insight into the person, but at a minimum should be a coherent reporting of the facts. This managed neither. It's an impressionistic, snapshot of a series of apparently randomly chosen points in Christie's life.  Half-heartedly structured around her disappearance in 1926 - although this drops in and out. I lacked an encyclopaedic knowledge of her works and films, which at times meant I had no idea what the snapshots were illustrating. Similarly, the decision to sometimes have her talking to her characters felt pointless, and having Tommy and Tuppence, the only characters who aged in real time, appear and claim to have been "waiting unchanged" was flat out inaccurate. Will be selling on.
8. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - JK Rowling I was at my parents house/cat-sitting and I was just getting nowhere with everything I tried to read so I went for something familiar, like a comfort blanket. I still love this one, think it may be my favourite of the series. It's got such a coherent narrative, the lovely Lupin, the wonderfully pained Sirius, and that lovely rhythm of a mystery novel. Very enjoyable.
9. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - JK Rowling Every time I read this I convince myself that this time I'm not going to cry and it's not going to break me a bit. As usually, I got to the final third of the book and then couldn't put it down and found myself sobbing at 3am as Dumbledore delivers that speech about Cedric's integrity and kindness and how that is just wiped off the face of the planet because of evil. Heart. Broken.

August
10. The Truth - Terry Prachett I'd seen some quotes from this on Tumblr recently - all very on the nose in these 'post-truth' times and with the changing role of media and I resolved it would be my next re-read. I couldn't find it anywhere in my parents house (where all but a handful of my books live) so ended up rebuying. I'm sure I have read it before but it's so long ago it felt fresh. Sparkling dialogue and the wry observations of someone who has worked in journalism make it a joy. Although sometimes, perhaps, a little too close to the bone.
11. Fingers in the Sparkle Jar - Chris Packham When I heard, from Chris Packham on twitter, this was coming out last year I was really excited to read it.  Then I lost my nerve. I love Chris Packham and have done since he was on the Really Wild Show - what if it was dreadful and dull and painfully trying to pull meaning out of an ordinary life (my most despised trope in memoirs and autobiographies)? In the end, it was an impulse buy in Waterstones and oh! I am so glad it was. I read the whole thing in three nights which I haven't done for ages. The open, fluid prose was initially jarring but worked perfectly to submerge you in the obsessive mind of the author and really hammers you with its insistence on the beauty of nature.  I cried several times. I also really respected what a light touch there ultimately was with a story which is ultimately about [clinical] obsession and severe depression. Never self indulgent, never trying to be poignant, just relentlessly honest and open. I'm still thinking about it 3 days later.
12. The Descent of Man - Grayson Perry I absolutely loved the series he did on Channel 4 a couple of years ago about masculinity; I thought it was pitched just right and made so beautifully. I thought - think - it was important. Being loosely based on the outcomes of that show, this was generally good. As a scholar of gender studies, there's a lot I could pick at in this (especially interchangeable use of "female" for "woman" and "male" for "man", a long time pet peeve). Similarly, there's a lot of stuff which isn't quite thought through to it's conclusion that could have used a bit more thrashing out before the final draft. But the message is generally clear. And the manifesto for what men need in the future is excellent - and quite moving. It also prompted me to think about the way I perform masculinity as a shield, as armour, and how averse I have been to the (feminist) idea of "radical softness". I've passed it on to one man I know, and plan to send it to another after he's read it. I'm also still thinking about fear, vulnerability, and the way it cracks through for me.

October
(oops, no September?)
13. The Infinite Loop - Pierrick Colinet and Elsa Charretier Ugh. This was rubbish. It clearly had big ideas but it was so shallow, and so juvenile. And the story - which was briefly impossible to follow - was told much too quickly so any quality it might have had got so compacted it lost all meaning. And really, are we meant to be ok with Manic Pixie Dream Girl just because she's a lesbian? Because I am not ok with that. Waste of my time, life, patience...
14. Jingo - Terry Pratchett I lost my copy of this sometime in the last 10 years and have been refusing to rebuy...and then I had a funny Saturday and grabbed a copy in Waterstones.  Even better and more biting than I remember. Laughs and pathos.

December (oops nothing finished in November...)
15. Valour's Choice - Tanya Huff Poorly paced, under plotted and under developed. The world building was maddeningly uneven - excruciating detail on dental/bone implants that function as translators and communicators, nothing on weaponry or propulsion. Similarly, all the species given a single, defining, too often repeated characteristic but no detail on their home planets or culture before joining the confederation. The final plot 'twist' was so transparent and so long coming I actually began doubting it was what I expected - but of course it was. Painfully obvious and unrewarding.
16. The Secret History - Donna Tartt I think my expectations were a bit too high for this and it certainly doesn't correspond with my experience of campus life - it's clearly about a very specific type of university life which reviews claim it captures perfectly. However, it was an enjoyable read and whipped along nicely.  Quite indulgent - narratively/stylistic which it managed to carry off by virtue of the character study being strong, and it echoing the self-indulgent, pretentious lives of the characters. I felt the third act was a little weak and it felt like she ultimately didn't quite know how to round it off, which is a shame. It got in my head and at times felt quite oppressive - which is a positive for me.
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Last year I read 30 books, although really it was 29 as the first one of the year was read between Christmas and finished on New Years Day so all in all, I'm maintaining my awesome pace of the last 5 years. I treated myself to 5 new books immediately after Christmas so I'm all stocked up and ready to read more graphics, sci fi, and the odd bit of crime fiction this year.

January
1. Watership Down - Richard Adams I bought this in the kindle sale, which in itself is becoming something of an annual bookfest for me.  I really, really enjoyed it. Having only seen the film before I didn't have the highest expectations because whilst the film is lovely, it's quite a thin story. I really loved the book - in particular I found the rhythm and texture of the prose to be really delightful, very rich. I also found the near ceaseless, but quite well defined, various conflicts to be really compelling.  My only critique would be that I wish we could have come to know Fiver better.
2. Pattern Recognition - William Gibson It's hard to know what to say about this book, on the one hand the plot was thin and nothing really happened and there were no twists where there should be if it was, as the blurb said, a detective/mystery novel.  On the otherhand, I loved Cayce (what is it with me and Gibson's characters?) and I loved having a protagonist with serious and non-dramatic anxiety issues which were both hindrance and gift. I also really like the portrayal of online relationships which absolutely correspond with my experiences over the last 10 plus years (back to 2003 when this was written/set). I'm sure I'll read the rest of the trilogy eventually, but it's not high on my list.

February
3. The Man in the High Castle - Philip K Dick It's hard to know what to make of this book and I'm trying to resist listing its faults.  I like the focus on minutae of life post WWII/German victory but I didn't really like any of the characters - except all of the Japanese who actually seemed to have integrity. I liked the acknowledgement that, had the Allies lost the war, they would have gone down hard and been accused of war crimes after the German victory - that felt true.  Otherwise it was very weak, quite meandering, lacking a real critical reflection on what fascism means - the idea that Germans were only interested in exterminating black and Jewish people felt really naive. I kept thinking of Swastika Night which gives a detailed account of the logical end of fascism with regard to women which Dick totally ignored/was unable to imagine. Similarly the Japanese are represented as reasonable, broadly compassionate victors which is problematic given the ideology which drove the Japanese war involvement in WWII.  As usual his female characters are all Madonna or Whore.  The suggestion, on the cover and in the foreword, that this was "the best sci-fi novel of all time" and that Juliana was a "fulled formed" character are laughable. It's not sci-fi and it's not even the best Philip K Dick novel I've read.
4. Interesting Times - Terry Pratchett Another of the 'old' ones I missed when I started reading Discworld.  I still adore the idea of a hero who, unlike your typical hero, hates finding himself in life or death situations and views every adventure as a disaster waiting to happen, or happening already. It shouldn't work, but good god it does.  Laughed all the way through. I must read the Last Continent again.

March
5. The Art of Flying - Antonio Altaribba This was a middling graphic. On the one hand, I enjoyed the history (the primary reason I bought it) and learning about the concentration camps Spaniard fleeing fascism were placed in, in France which was news to me. I disliked the representation of women - they were all Madonna's or whores and drawn in quite a juvenile way - all boobs and arse.  But there was a certain integrity to the story - even though it was the half-imagined life of a dead man. It's good.  Just not good enough to own forever more.
6. Reasons to Stay Alive - Matt Haig I hated this. I bought it against my better judgement after Buzzfeed listed it. In short; his solution to depression and anxiety is basically; be lucky enough to have a partner who will support you and not leave you because you are suffering crippling depression and parents and a partner who will financially support you until you can work again.  He is also frustratingly evasive about medical intervention - he says he doesn't take meds which is fine, but did he have counselling or therapy? What interventions did his GP offer or make? There are a few mentions of GP visits which suggest he was known to doctor as a depressive/suffering anxiety - but nothing on what came, or didn't come of them.  Ultimately I found him patronising, privileged, myopic.  And as for the title? The reasons basically are "you won't be depressed for ever" which - great. Yes. True. But something more is needed for this sort of book, some baring of the soul, some revelation of the self. Instead, I found it superficial and evasive. The points where it was specific on what helped were things which are often part of the cause of depression for me and others - i.e having/not having family, friends, children.

April

7. Phonogram Volume 3. The Immaterial Girl - Kieron Gillen and Jamie McKelvie It's a surprisingly long time since I started on my Phongram journey and I am sad and sort of happy that it ends here.  I liked it a lot more than Singles Club (vol. 2) and I was glad to find the reasons I liked Emily were right, somehow.  It feels like a document of our generation.  I'm glad of it.

May
8. The Last Continent - Terry Pratchett I started reading Carol but the PhD is sucking up all my emotional energy so I abandoned it/put it on hold for some laughs.  I don't remember much about the story from the first time I read it in 1999 so rereading was especially nice. I do remember that all the cultural-reference-point jokes largely flew over my head when I first read it so it was especially enjoyable to read again and actually *get* it.  I love Pratchett, and I miss him.  The sparkling wordplay and the confident, exhilarating plotting is just a delight. 
9. The ABC Murders - Agatha Christie After the success of getting through above, I picked up a Christie from the library as I always fly through them.  This was no exception.  Great story, lovely knowing, meta-stuff regarding how detective novels (usually) work and so on.  Great discussion of mental health and pathology (yay for non stigmatising depictions and nuanced descriptions of insanity!). And, as ever, the 'big reveal' was just a small element in a rich story.  Wonderful.

June
10. Witches Abroad - Terry Pratchett In the first flush of thesis submission I started three different books but finally settled on giving this one a proper go.  I love it.  Granny standing firm, busting arses - and younger than she is in more recent Pratchett's I've read which is a beautiful thing about books - time travel.  She'll always be there, young and old, wise and impulsive. Waiting.
11. Divergent - Veronica Roth Good things; a largely pacey read - but becomes very repetitive in final third.  Bad things: the clear Christian-Right themes and morality (guns are power! fat is ugly, ugly is evil! Knowledge takes you away from the one true path - aka god) were really offensive.  As a young adult novel, I genuinely find it disturbing it represents handguns as a route to power and control and a whole heap of 'good' things.  Also: the characterisation was very poor, even when I finished I still didn't have a sense of Tris as a person.  Similarly, the writing was poor and the vocabulary was embarrassingly simplistic.  I hated being talked down to at age this novel is targeted at.  It left me with a bad taste in my mouth. 

July
12. Saga: Volume 6 - Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona K. Staples I love love love this series. Rationed myself through this again.  I adore that more and more great female characters are emerging in every volume. And there is a trans character in this one which I loved. And yes.  Never end, Saga, never end.
13. Carol - Patricia Highsmith Took me bloody ages to read this. For the first half to first two thirds, I was bored.  It felt like same-old sad-lesbian story with everyone wringing their hands and carrying around lots of shame and sadness and it was so frustrating.  When Carol and Therese finally left on their trip it got radically more enjoyable really fast.  Ultimately, a really joyful book and radical for its conclusion which the author's postscript, written 30 years after publication, says was as well received and powerful as you might expect.  Glad I stuck with it.

August
14. Pyramids - Terry Pratchett Tried and failed to get into a Stephen Baxter book that I got cheap on kindle in order to make a decision about whether or not to read the 'The Long...' series he wrote with Pratchett before abandoning that, then tried to start the second in the William Gibson Blue Ant trilogy but couldn't get going with that and ended up doing impulse buying in Waterstones.  This was the last Discworld novel I had to read. So that's it, I've read them all now.  A very bittersweet achievement.  I loved every moment, read the whole thing in 3 days. Just wonderful, sparkling wordplay, and silly jokes and clever jokes, and warm, open storytelling.  Time to start the full re-read, perhaps.
15. A Stranger in a Strange Land - Robert A. Heinlein The first half to two thirds of this novel are a delight. Save for some nagging sexism it's pretty much perfect and then it disappears up its own arse and becomes a trudge.  A contemporary review said it was "a disastrous mishmash of science fiction, laborious humor, dreary social satire and cheap eroticism" and i really feel that sums it up.  I don't know how or why it's come to be known as a 'sci fi classic' because it's barely sci fi, most of it reads as [erotic] wish fulfilment, which in principle is fine, but it's not what I signed up for.  It's not half as clever as it thinks it is and veers between loving women for being intelligent and independent, and some truly horrendous sexism.  I couldn't decide if Heinlein hated or loved women - I suspect it was a bit of both. He certainly didn't respect them as equals, more as exotic creatures.  The logic of his 'free love, human sexuality is wonderful' versus the explicit homophobia and expressions of disgust about m/m sex (predictably f/f sex is FINE) also really grated for me.  This review really covers the bases for me, I will try one more Heinlein - best 2 out of 3 - as I did enjoy Starship Troopers.

September
Nothing.

October
16. Spook Country - William Gibson I don't really know why I bothered with another in the Blue Ant trilogy. It was worse than previous one with absolutely no meaningful thrust and a really predictable conclusion. It was pacey enough for the first half but really dropped off and I slogged through the second half.
17. The Day of the Triffids - John Wyndham Finally a good book! I loved this.  Really got in my head, really engaged me, really well rounded characters and such striking imagining of total collapse of society.  I started off thinking 'of it wouldn't be like that now with all the voice recognition...' but I think we might be closer than I think to similar hopelessness.  Like all good sci-fi, it also acts as a really great document of it's time - paranoia about total destruction, lingering trauma about mass casualties, a new perspective on women and their abilities and potential.  Good stuff.

November
18. The Left Hand of Darkness - Ursula LeGuin It's hard to know what to say about this. Initially I hated it but ploughed on, then I came to love it and finished it in one marathon session. It really came into it's own when Genly and Estraven went over the ice and it turned into classic epic material.  Their love and determination was compelling. But there were a lot of inconsistencies - why if Genly was taught to hone his instincts about people did he never trust Estraven even though his actions all seem consistent and clearly motivated, but he went against his stated distrust of the Orgoreyns? There was also a level of embedded misogyny/sexism which was not only unexpected from a female writer generally, but firmly anachronistic for sci-fi from this era by women.  I don't know why LeGuin made those choices and it felt like an opportunity squandered.  The place names and various bits of Winter's language were distracting and I couldn't ever get to grips with it - this I think is an authorial failing as there are plenty of books with made up languages and words in which are immediately comprehensible (Stranger in a Strange Land, Clockwork Orange, pretty much all William Gibson stuff). I felt sad and worn out when I finished it - so it definitely connected with me emotionally, I'm just not sure I'm happy with how we got there.


....And that's it. Given it was the year I finished my PhD I suppose that's not too bad. I also read about half of Bleak House in November/December, and started about 3 more during year - I have been nothing if not indecisive/flaky.    Onward, to 2017!

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I made it to 29 books last year - it would have been 30 but the publishers of Saga fell out with the people who made it available on Kindle so volume 4 was only available electronically from Comixology which, despite being owned by Amazon, is more expensive than the same graphics were on Kindle. Sigh.  ANYWAY; a successful year of reading sci-fi and a few other genres in 2014 and lots of good charity shop buys and library loans so I'm planning more of the same for 2015, onwards!

January
1. Idoru - William Gibson This was really the 30th book of 2014 as I began it a few days after Christmas and finished on New Years Day.  I really enjoyed it and am itching to read the third book in the Bridge Trilogy now.  Such a vivid, believable future.
2. Danny the Champion of the World - Roald Dahl After the wonderful adaptation of Esio Trot on BBC1 on New Years Day I decided I wanted to revisit some Dahl and picked this one from my shelves as it was the one I had the least memory of. In some ways, it has aged much more than other Dahl's, certainly when I was a child, growing up in a rural village and my Dad was the village policeman and poaching was a way of life, and my Dad, now I come to think of it, often turned up at home with a pheasant of unclear origin, Danny- had a lot more in common with the world I knew. In a world of internet, mobile phones, multiple car ownership, the end of village bobbies, and - for me now - city living, the story seemed much more removed from any sort of life I recognise. The epilogue remains as applicable as ever though; 
3. The Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy - Douglas Adams This was in the Amazon Kindle sale with the other 4 books and I couldn't resist the price at under £3 although I already have a hard copy of this particular book.  I think I last read this in 2005 and actually I had forgotten loads.  Laugh out loud funny - although I remembered doing that.
4. The Restaurant at the End of the Universe - Douglas Adams I didn't enjoy this as much as Hitchhikers although I don't know if that's just because I was in a bad mood. I did like the ending though, quite beautiful in its way.
5. Vincent - Barbara Stok I read the letters of Vincent Van Gogh a few years ago and was so struck I named my cat after him.  I'd heard good things about this graphic and wasn't disappointed.  The style is beautifully simplistic and offers the most striking and compassionate representation of madness I've ever seen - through the use of single visual cue in the panels, I was amazed by its effectiveness.  I absolutely adored it and intend to read it again soon.
6. Once Upon a Time in the North - Philip Pullman This was a Christmas gift and also a re-read.  I was on the fence about the His Dark Materials triology when I read it 5 or so years ago but I truly fell in love with Hester and Lee.  As it is such a short book and it's such a long time ago it all felt new to me and I was totally enamoured with them both again.  And I have, again, spent too long trying to work out what my daemon would be.
7. Life, the Universe, and Everything - Douglas Adams I enjoyed this much more than the previous book and was delighted with the quiet efficiency and brilliance of Trillian.  At times I found the prose a little difficult to navigate but very few complaints.

February
Started several, finished none.

March
8. The Lion of Comarre and Against the Fall of Night - Arthur C Clarke. I picked this up in a charity shop and bought it because I'd just finished The City and the Stars which I loved.  I actually prefer some of the characterisation, and small differences in the story in Against the Fall of Night.  The Lion of Comarre didn't really capture my imagination, although the thematic similarities to the second novella are striking. 
9. All Tomorrow's Parties - William Gibson. I was dying to read this and finish the trilogy but it wasn't as satisfying as I hoped.  Laney's death wasn't given enough time and for a character I particularly loved I was sad for that.  The prose was also a bit uneven - really odd grammatically at times and took you out of the flow too often. All that said, it was a good book again and compelling reading.  I liked that when we rejoined Rydell and Chevette they'd separated because I had found their relationship unlikely/circumstance driven at the end of the last book and this felt accurate. It just wasn't as good as it should have been.
10. So Long and Thanks for All the Fish - Douglas Adams This read really fast and I did enjoy it but I also felt I started to pinpoint what it is I dislike about Douglas Adams. Firstly, I don't think he writes decent women,  Fenchurch strays into Manic Pixie Dream girl territory and Trillian has been written out with bloody Zaphod? No. Secondly, and more strikingly, I feel a lot of the jokes seem like in-jokes, references to things I'm two decades too late to join in on and it's vaguely alienating. Compare to say Pratchett, a comparison many seem to make, and Pratchett is so welcoming in his jokes, so non-elitist.

April
11. Good Omens - Terry Pratchett and Neil Gaiman I've been putting off reading this for years because a) I don't like co-authored books and b) I don't like Gaiman. As it was, the co-authoring element was fine but I didn't fully enjoy it or feel like I got lost in it.  I kept transposing parts to Discworld and some joyful bits of fun and clever wording clearly stood out as Pratchett's. Basically, I would have loved it if it were a) set in Discworld and b) didn't have all those cynical, slightly nasty (?) 'gosh look how clever I am' bits that seemed to smell of Gaiman. I did rather like the ending though, so that's something.

May
12. Soul Music - Terry Pratchett Very enjoyable. Good ol' Susan.  Kept missing some of the clever wordplay because I was reading it late/when I was exhausted.
13. Mostly Harmless - Douglas Adams I really loved this up until the end when, despite how logical the end was, I was really disappointed. I suppose that's good - if I wasn't attached to the characters I wouldn't have cared.
 
June
14. The Wee Free Men - Terry Pratchett I can't believe I've been putting off reading the Tiffany Aching stories for so long, this was completely brilliant and joyful.  I even cried (right at the end, when Thunder and Lightning round up the storm and she just knows someone is standing behind her).  Looking forward to reading Hatful of Sky, and I found the Wintersmith in a second hand bookshop for a £1 the other day.
15. Ender's Game - Orson Scott Card I loved this.  Really compelling read, loved characterisation. Struggled a few times with what 'the hegemony' was meant to mean within the context of the book but that was really only niggle.  I was surprised, as there is an Ender series, that this book ended quite decisively and not sure I want to rush on to the next book given how neatly everything was tied up - what could [logically] happen next?  The ending was almost too neat, actually.  Still a great book.
16. Saga Volume 4 - Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona Staples Good god I love this series. This volume was the most compelling so far. Cannot wait for next instalment. Adore everything from characterisation to artwork to complexity of character relationships and plots.

July
17. The Stars My Destination - Alfred Bester I was a bit back and forth on this throughout. Foyle is a really likeable character who does fairly horrendous things (casual rape!) but somehow his character is not drawn sufficiently harshly to really turn him into the anti-hero I think the book needs.  Olivia was a thoroughly weird character and very much of the time the book was written.  But I enjoyed the agency which some of the other women were allowed.  I also finished it quite quickly so it was compelling enough.  I liked the tension of war and greed which drove character's actions and shaped society and thought the characterisation of teleportation as a socially, economically and politically catastrophic invention was astute.
18. A Hatful of Sky - Terry Pratchett My second Tiffany Aching book and just as wonderful as the first.  Beautiful, wonderful story.  I adored it.  Pace, characterisation, story, all spot on.  I stayed up until 3am to finish it which I haven't done for ages.  And I cried.  A wonderful story, and just that reassuring voice of Terry Pratchett telling a story about how telling stories to one another really, really matters.  I miss him.
19. By the Pricking of my Thumbs - Agatha Christie Finally read (after a 2 year break according to these book logs) the next Tommy and Tuppence mystery. Loved this and read it in double quick time. There's something very real about Tommy and Tuppence which appeals to me much more than any amount of Poirot and Miss Marple.
20. Wintersmith - Terry Pratchett This was actually the book I found in a charity shop that prompted me to go backwards and get the two Tiffany Aching novels before this one so I could read the series properly. I still loved it very much but I did think the pacing was a bit off compared to the previous two. Still bloody good stuff.

August
21. Neuromancer - William Gibson I didn't enjoy this as much as my previous Gibson's - I found the prose very dense and descriptions too abstract to follow easily.  The story itself was largely compelling but I felt the ending was a little weak.  I really liked Molly and Case.  And I found Armitage quite interesting in the latter third of the novel.  It just wasn't quite there for me.  I've just bought his most recent novel and will use that as an indicator of whether I need to accept disappointing endings from Gibson novels in future.
22. I Shall Wear Midnight - Terry Pratchett This might be my favourite ever TP. I adored the richness and brutality of the plot - opening with a [spoiler!] incidence of domestic violence and mob justice was gobsmacking and somehow, even though there were a few bits that felt repetitive, it never lost the pace, or the punch, it opened with.  Tiffany is a tremendous character and the Cunning Man is surely the most terrifying of villains ever conceived.  The Cunning Man is also, and I expect no less from Pratchett, so absolutely appropriate to the times we live in where we are forever being told to turn on our fellow man and those as let poison in surely welcome the Cunning Man in their acts of homophbia, islamophobia, transphobia, racism, misogyny etc etc. That's what was so terrifying about the Cunning Man; he is immediately recognisable because he walks amongst us now.  I particularly liked that Pratchett took us back to that incident of brutality and inhumanity which is only really mentioned in passing in the Wee Free Men regarding the burning of the old woman's house and her manslaughter; it deserved more time and it felt entirely appropriate Tiffany had to be older before we could really explore what it meant.

September
23. Burning Chrome - William Gibson The short story format made it a little repetitive, and I liked all the co-written stories least but I really enjoyed this. They were exactly right length to read on commute too which was ideal. My favourite story was Hinterlands which I'm still thinking about and desperately want a full length version of.
24. Saga Volume 5 - Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona Staples I'm still enjoying this series so, so much. This was most brutal volume so far and I proper gasped at some of the developments. I'm enjoying the pacing too, desperate to know how many (in-universe) years the series is ultimately going to span

October-November
Started a few, finished nothing.

December
25. The Shepherd's Crown - Terry Pratchett I started this in October, then stopped after finding the death of the character at the beginning was too upsetting to continue, then as time passed, I actively put off reading it so I had something to read during my convalescence from shoulder surgery - which I did. Overall, it wasn't really great after the first 50 or so pages.  Rob's postscript suggests this was only really a sketch of the story and not a finished novel and that corresponds with how I felt about it - secondary characters were quite 2D and there were a few threads which didn't seem to go anywhere.  Overall though, I'm so glad we had this story and got to see Tiffany establish who she was once and for all.  Whatever the content, this entire book was always going to be tied up in my sadness about Terry's passing.
26. Blue is the Warmest Colour - Julie Maroh I had been cautioned by [personal profile] tellitslant that this may not live up to the hype and she was right.  I felt it started well and I Iiked the illustration very much.  Initially it reminded me of Blankets and that was a pleasant association but it fell apart in the final third.  Firstly, the central character was ultimately unlikeable ("no regrets" over cheating on the supposed love of her life and hurting them both?), secondly, we are so past needing bloody tragic lesbian stories. My one word summary would be 'hackneyed'.
27. Pregnant Butch: 9 Long Months Spent in Drag - A.K. Summers I loved, loved, loved this.  Really light touch but thoughtful and funny. I should have read this ages ago as may mention it in my thesis and had it for about 6 months but there we are. Will be recommending it to everyone.
28. The Peripheral - William Gibson This was mind crushingly complicated for the first half/until I acclimatised to the world[s] I was being dropped into. I loved it though. Read it incredibly fast for 500 pages and, unlike the last few full length Gibson novels, I also loved the ending. Great book, great storytelling.
29. Rendezvous with Rama - Arthur C. Clarke I started this in September but just wasn't in right frame of mind to enjoy this type of novel. With the exception of the occasionally excruciating sexism, it was an enjoyable read in the end. It put me strongly in mind of Journey to the Centre of the Earth with similar pacing, frustrations and resolution. I felt at times it was a love letter to the scientific method and not a sci fi book at all. Although the simps are the notable exception to that summary. 
30. Eric - Terry Pratchett I recently logged all my TP books and decided to make sure I finally read the ones I had skipped when I began reading discworld some 18 years ago. I believed I hadn't read this but rereading in a day it all felt quite familiar so perhaps I borrowed it from Lucy. It was enjoyable all the same and I do intend to a full reread in the coming years so this is more like a headstart on that.
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 I was delighted to make it to 30 books in 2013 despite the demands of the PhD.  I proved to myself that investing in books I really want to read rather than dutifully trudging through unread books I own is worthwhile so I'll be keeping that in mind this year and allowing myself non-academic book purchases.

January
Nada (well, nothing finished)

February
1. Adventure of the Empty House, The Adventure of the Norwood Builder, and The Adventure of the Dancing Men from The Return of Sherlock Holmes in the Complete Sherlock Holmes by Arthur Conan Doyle Still longing to get back to the full length stories but they are much more rounded in The Return of Sherlock Holmes than The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes.

March
2. The City and the Stars - Arthur C. Clarke Loved this, read in no time at all and completely adored the city and the stars and all the other rich descriptions.  I sense that my imagining of Alvin's robot was significantly shaped by Eve from Wall-E though...!
3. Flowers for Algernon - Daniel Keyes What a book! I had nightmares the second night of reading it which, although not fun, is always a hallmark of a book that I'm really connecting with.  Incredibly affecting, beautifully crafted narrative, tremendously magnetic narrator with flaws, faults and deeply felt pain and...wow.  Yes.  Really hit home with my own long term fears of losing my mind and watching it go but being unable to stop it...amazing.
4. Childhood's End - Arthur C. Clarke In a future where there is no war or hunger and all inequality is ended it fucked me right off that all women did was keep house, have babies, and make dinner for their husbands.  Supremely depressing resolution, supremely unhappy making. And I don't believe in a resolution being positive when it says that all that humanity must be lost - I'd rather we remained children in the universe.  I was struck at Clarke's ability to make Karellen the only character we ever have any sort of lasting emotional connection with.  Him and Jan....this book made me sad. And angry.  So I suppose it was extremely good?
5. We Have Always Lived in the Castle - Shirley Jackson Picked this up in a charity shop because the title rang a bell.  It was a good read and very compelling stuff but it ended incredibly abruptly and whilst I understand why it ended the way it did, I still felt a little cheated.

April
6. Saga: Volume 3 - Brian K. Vaughan and Fiona Staples Try as I might, I couldn't limit myself to a chapter a day and ended up reading all but two chapters in one sitting. Oh god it's so good! Lying Cat and The Will probably my favourite characters but actually really liked the journalists who came through in this volume. Argh, more! Soon!
7. Brighton Rock - Graham Greene Took me about 7 years to find a second hand copy of this in a Brighton second hand bookshop (the restriction I had placed on my buying it given the connection to the city) so this was really exciting to finally get hold of.  I adored it - I always thought the Dicky Attenborough film was good, and it is, but compared to the book? A hollow imitation.  The film strips every female character of motivation and agency - and these are some really complex, interesting female characters.  The awful, grinding, absolute poverty that Pinkie and Rose come from simply does not translate in the film (or if it does, it's now lost in time and generational differences/cultural reference points) and without that, their actions become directionless/inexplicable. The book just makes sense, and it is all shades of grey and damning indictment of a society which lets those at the bottom slip under, and, to a lesser degree, of the Catholic church's dogma.
8. The Forever War - Joe Haldeman I've had this book for about 3 years and never got further than the first 20 pages previously.  This was a mistake because it's tremendous. I love that the main thing moving the plot along is just the cruelty of time. Relativity is a brilliant villain. And what an ending! Such authorial compassion. The way homosexuality is handled is, I suppose, of its time (1970s) but it wasn't so awful as to spoil my enjoyment.

May
9. Goodbye Chunky Rice - Craig Thompson Not as good as Blankets but better than Habibi.  Made for a nice read and had one particularly affecting panel.  Quite a difficult to follow sub plot though.

June
10. Good Dog - Graham Chaffee This is officially an adult graphic but non of it really has adult content and despite the hysterical reviews on back cover, it doesn't hold a torch to Animal Farm or Watership Down.  That being said, it's a good story about a dog, albeit a melancholy one.
11. Masquerade - Terry Pratchett Yay! Greebo! Also hijinks and such.  One of the Discworld's that came before I started reading and I never got to when I tried to read from the beginning.  As enjoyable as a Pratchett ever is.

July
12. Small Gods - Terry Pratchett Reorganised my bookshelves at my parents house and pulled this out, having never finished it when I bought it 16 or more years ago.  After getting through the dry introductory section that put me off last time, I really enjoyed it. Old school Pratchett; left me considering what he does with male and female characters - Brutha, Rincewind, Carrot all male characters who are good sorts, through and through, and get to stay in the books with no real character development.  Conversely, lots of interesting female characters Sybil Ramkin (later Vimes), Magrat, Adora Belle, Angua, are interesting and independent, and through-and-through good, but they get married and then disappear into the shadows of their husbands, or disappear entirely in the case of Magrat.  I'm not sure how I feel about that because I don't want to be annoyed with Discworld.  Susan Sto Helit is only woman I can think of who doesn't suffer that fate, but she does disappear, unlike, for example, the much less likeable Moist Von Lipwig. Hmm.
13. Behold the Man - Michael Moorcook The best thing I can say about this is that the narrative technique was interesting. It was shitty anti-women bullshit, navel-gazing Christianity revisionism, which in turn wasn't nearly as clever or original in doing that as the author thought. Nope.
14. Raising Steam - Terry Pratchett I think this will be the last new Pratchett I read. So much has gone from it and there wasn't a single good female character in it - plenty of characters who *used* to be good female characters were just shadows and wives and background noise. And just a nothing of a conclusion.  Felt like a waste.

August
15. Harry Potter and the Philosopher's Stone - JK Rowling I forgot how slow this one is, and how the grammar catches you awkwardly. Still a better world than this.
16. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - JK Rowling I must be getting old, spent a long time wanting to shake Harry and Ron. And oh god, the crashed Ford still makes me feel guilty by proxy.  My favourite in the series up next...
17. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - JK Rowling Oh Lupin, Lupin, Lupin, I love you.
18. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire - JK Rowling When Harry hangs on to Cedric's body, that's perfect writing, basically and everything about Harry's affect from then to the end of the book is just spot on. Makes me howl.
19. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - JK Rowling I love who Harry is becoming in this book, love how real his hurt and angry and irrational lashing-out seems. I ache for Sirius' loss; when Lupin hangs onto Harry to stop him going through the curtain after him? Kills me.
20. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - JK Rowling I remembered this as being tiresomely plotted with very little action but I think I read it slower than I have previously and as a result the pacing was more agreeable. I did a real close reading of Snape in this, this time, knowing the 'truth' about his actions and it holds together pleasingly well.

September
21. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - JK Rowling I kept putting off starting this as I didn't want to lose Dobby, Fred, Tonks, and most of all, Lupin, again.  The cruelty of their deaths never gets less and I am still pissed at Rowling for doing it. Sobbed and sobbed as Harry walked along with the ghosts of Sirius and Lupin, as I have so many times before.  Had secondary level of reading happening where I refuted all the crap I keep seeing on Tumblr about Snape and Dumbledore being terrible people to name your kids after because they weren't through-and-through good guys. Personally I think heroes who act against their nature, or inclination, in order to do the right thing are more worthy of reverence than Superman-types, but there we are.  Certainly it's why I find Dumbledore and Snape such engaging characters, and Snape's life in particular, to be an unmitigated tragedy.
22. Now and Forever - Ray Bradbury I picked this up impulsively in the library as I scanned the blurb and it said it was a rewriting of Moby Dick set in the future/ship was a space ship and whale was a comet.  Turns out this book is two novellas, Somewhere a Band is Playing and, the one I wanted to read, Leviathan '99.  They were both written in fairly open faced prose and were an easy quick read but I never got engaged. Somewhere a Band is Playing wound up being rather indulgent and didn't move me. Leviathan '99 was better but suffered for being too short and not developing any sense of claustrophobia, as Moby Dick does, or loyalty to Ishmael or the Captain - the Forever War totally nails that part of space travel..  It also missed the great sweeping Romantic reflections on beauty and nature which, given they are speeding through freaking space past planets and comets and stars is a MASSIVE oversight.  All in all? It was no Fahrenheit 451.
23. The Caves of Steel - Isaac Asimov This was a really easy read with a compelling plot but the resolution was fairly dissatisfying, as was the sudden Christianity.  And, in the final quarter, the sudden, wholly unnecessary section about how women put make up on, those peculiar creatures! lolz! Which just underlined the problem which up until then I had been prepared to ignore, namely that in a future where a complete overhaul of the way we live, work and eat was reasonable, and the positronic brain had been invented, and technology functioned in astonishing ways, women still just had babies and stayed home. FOR FUCKS SAKE EVERY MALE SCI-FI WRITER EVER WHY IS IT IMPOSSIBLE TO IMAGINE FEMALE LEADERS BUT NOT FUCKING HUMANOID ROBOTS AND INTERSTELLAR TRAVEL?!?!?!  Also, less angrily, loads of stuff lifted from this for Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep which is no doubt not news to everyone else, but was for me.

October
24. A Woman on the Edge of Time - Marge Piercy This was...disappointing. I explicitly sought out woman-authored, woman-protagonist science fiction because, as above, I've been getting increasingly frustrated with sausage-fest futures.  This disappointed for being really woolly science-fiction, no hard sci-fi elements and really focused on emotion and physical descriptions and narratively-dull sex scenes. I didn't realise until just now it was written in the 70s which contextualises it better for me but still not a life changer. It was very dry in places, and I can't understand why there was only one, brief visit to the dystopian future as that was considerably more interesting than the utopian Mattapoisett.  I also can't get on board with a utopia being at war (which was plot hole anyway given the obsession of Mattapoisettians with eradicating waste in all other areas of life) and the death penalty continuing to exist.  It reminded me of Swastika Night and News from Nowhere, neither of which are gripping reads but are worth giving time to if you've got no better options/like to be well read within the genre.
25. The Clone Rebellion: Republic - Steven L Kent This is such a promising series but about half way I through I realised there were NO WOMEN. And then it started to make me angry.  There are so many ways women *could* have been in it, for a start - why not make the Liberators women? Then there'd be this amazing social commentary going on about society's fear of strong women and retribution/revenge.  I liked all the war and explosions and armour stuff though. Military sci-fi apparently appeals. Just not sausage fest military sci-fi.

November
26. On Red Station, Drifting - Aliette de Bodard I bought this in reaction to my previous read. It was dreadful. Lots of godawful grammar and comma abuse that even outdoes my worst habits. Then the story...which was very nearly good but failed to do anything science fiction-y and was just 'imperial China in space!!!!!'  Yes, there were female leads, yes they were in charge of their own actions and destinies but that's not enough - they need motivations (precious little of that for any of the characters) and some sort of characterisation (again, not so much for anyone) and some of the components that make me read sci-fi, like actual science fiction rather than a broadly magic system of psychic communication. I finished it out of spite, not enjoyment.
27. Virtual Light - William Gibson I loved, loved, loved this all the way to the last 50 pages or so when the narrative sped up and the careful, painstaking storytelling fell to the wayside to the point it was difficult to grasp how the plot was resolved.  I was also, unexpectedly, disappointed with the happy ending. It felt inauthentic.  I loved Chevvy though - yay decent female lead! Really enjoyed the threaded narrative of the end of the AIDS crisis and the conceptualisation of the shift to radical groups and massive division between rich and poor post social/economic collapse. It was just a really rich, textured world. Must read more Gibson.

December
28. The Wicked and the Divine Vol. 1 - Kieron Gillen, Jamie McKelvie, Matthew Wilson I was a bit on the fence about this all the way through and glad I was able to borrow it from the lirbary rather than commit to buying it.  I liked all the references to musical idols I just didn't quite...click with it.  I think I'm uncomfortable with the fantastic elements which is obviously what the series is built on...It's just not as me as Phonogram, I need to stop expecting everything McKelvie and Gillen write will be.
29. Journey to the Centre of the Earth - Jules Verne This was an impulse charity shop buy and I'm glad I did.  I think I managed to get a good translation and it read very quickly.  Ultimately, the fiction of the science was a little too much of a stretch for me, although I did reflect I would have happily suspended disbelief had it been set on a distant planet and not Earth - funny what a little knowledge will do in that respect.  I enjoyed the Victorian-Romantic reflection on landscape of Iceland and Denmark so much I plan to re-read Frankenstein in the new year so a Good Read.



The Adventure of the Solitary Cyclist, The Adventure of the Priory School - Arthur Conan Doyle I read these two sometime in 2014 but as they are short stories I only count them as one book if I read more than three. So recorded for completeness.
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Last year I just about wheezed to 29.  I don't expect to get anywhere near that this year - I no longer have lunch breaks in which to read and I can no longer read without guilt at not doing something else.  Nonetheless, my 'too read' shelf is groaning under the weight of books as much as it ever is so I'd like to record my endeavours this year.

January-March
1. All Points North - Simon Armitage I'd rejected this previously because of the Amazon reviews, then I read and loved Gig and decided to give it a chance.  It's not as well written, or coherent as Gig and towards the end I began skim reading. It's not bad, it's just not good.
2. Stardust - Neil Gaimon One of the few cases where the film is better than the book - much more narrative tension, action, and motivation.  Everything just sort of...happens in the book.  Although the non-fairytale ending, and the less Stockholmy-syndrome relationship of the Star and Tristan is appreciated.  Not a Gaiman convert I'm afraid.
3. Y: The Last Man: Vol 4. Safeword - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr.  More of the same.  I just know I'm going to be disappointed with the conclusion of this series but I can't not carry on.  Happily, my local library stocks them so at least I'm not paying to be disappointed.

April
4. Y: The Last Man: Vol 5. Ring of Truth - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr.
5. Y: The Last Man: Vol 6. Girl on Girl - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr.  I read these two back to back as I got excited when both were in at the library and took them all out at once.  They improve considerably on the books before and move the story on.  I even gasped a couple of times.  It's still not a great series, but it isn't bad.
6. Y: The Last Man: Vol 7. Paper Dolls - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr Had a couple of proper gasps at this volume, getting good.
7. Small Island - Andrea Levy This is not the sort of thing I would normally read but a friend gave me the book.  It's an easy read, and occasionally compelling, but historical fiction never really does it for me and this was no different.

May
8. Reaper Man - Terry Pratchett. I've wanted to read this one for years as Death has always been a favourite character of mine.  I felt it dragged a bit in the middle but, as ever, a hugely enjoyable - and funny - read.

June
9. Heroes - Robert Cormier I read this whilst invigilating a GCSE English Language exam; it's the course set text.  It's terrible.  Badly plotted, glaring grammatical errors, poorly written in every conceivable way. I'm appalled that kids are studying this - what an excellent way to put young people off ever picking up another book after they leave school.
10.  Y: The Last Man: Vol 8. Kimono Dragons - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr Seriously content light but clearly important to read as part of the series.
11. Y: The Last Man: Vol 9. Motherland - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr Starting to feel nostalgic about finishing this series. Had dreams about people trying to kill me - practically a recommendation that.
12. Y: The Last Man: Vol 10. Whys and Wherefores - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr. So disappointing, hated what they did to Yorick. Hated lack of resolution. So much squandered. Bah.

July
13. Petite Mort - Beatrice Hitchman. Fine...was a 99p ebook from Amazon which was main reason I bought it, no sex until half way through which given the title? Boo. It's a first novel and it shows.
14. The Crooked Man, The Greek Interpreter, The Resident Patient, The Naval Treaty, The Final Problem from The Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes in The Complete Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle. Met Mylock and Moriarty in these stories! Couple of good ones but still looking forward to getting on to the longer stories again.
15. Harry Potter and The Philosopher's Stone - JK Rowling Summer re-read init,  new tradition
16. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - J. K. Rowling
17. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - J. K. Rowling 
18. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - J. K. Rowling 
19. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - J. K. Rowling 
20. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - J. K. Rowling Forgot about Dobby dying, cue much sobbing. Was, at least, braced for Fred, Tonks and Lupin. Ugh. Emotional rollercoaster.  Finishing these made me return to Pottermore.

August
20. Wuthering Heights - Emily Bronte I can't remember how many times I've read this now but it feels fresh and different each time. Cracking stuff. 
21. Saga Volume 1. - Brian K Vaughan & Fiona Staples Great. Beautiful. Engaging. Trying to pace myself through it as only one more volume available at the moment and ohmygod I can't stand cliffhangers.
22. The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald Another classic I had somehow managed to avoid reading. It took me a while to get into - the style of prose was initially jarring - but I finished reading in a fevered gasp. Wonderful book, really wonderful

September
23. Mr Norris Changes Trains - Christopher Isherwood Really charming book, great characterisation,  very readable. Particularly enjoyable for its Berlin setting after my visit there earlier this year
24. Goodbye to Berlin - Christopher Isherwood This wasn't as polished as Mr Norris Changes Trains, which obviously borrows heavily from the autobiographical experiences chronicled here.  The ending in particular, as Berlin is lost to the War, is particularly affecting.

October
25. Saga Volume 2. - Brian K Vaughan & Fiona Staples Better and better, can't wait for next volume to come out, they can't draw this series fast enough for me.

November
26. Walking Home - Simon Armitage Was quite slow going.  But then beautiful, and thought provoking.  Mostly only appealing if you enjoy the Romantic poets, and perhaps The Prelude.
27. Moving Pictures - Terry Pratchett Fine fine. Funny and that.  From the period I skipped to start reading books as they came out rather than chronologically for many reasons...I want more Watch stories, this is the trouble.

December
28. A Scanner Darkly - Philip K Dick I think this is only my second ever Dick (the first being Do Androids Dream, repeatedly) and I found it to be fairly misogynist - something I have seen Do Androids Dream criticised for but had always felt the things that could be read as misogynist could also be read as a wry critique of a future dystopia. A Scanner Darkly had some things I was uncomfortable with. Putting that to one side, the narrative is beautifully woven and, in its way quite moving.  I found the postscript quite interesting but felt Dick's decision to include himself in a list of friends who died or suffered permanent psychosis on account of his pancreatic damage was both ill-conceived and egotistic.
29. The Trial - Franz Kafka This is such an uneven book, perhaps it was one of the least finished of all his unfinished work? I'm glad I read it but at times it took such a lot of effort to keep on reading, it gets terribly turgid in places. A Hunger Artist remains my favourite of his.
30. N or M? - Agatha Christie Another Tommy and Tuppence story, much more developed and satisfying than the previous one.  I really, really love these characters.
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In 2011 I managed a respectable 29. Commitment to 'read a shit load' rather waned in the tail end of the year so that is my primary target this year.

January
1. Sherlock Holmes short stories from The Complete Sherlock Holmes; The Adventure of the Beryl Coronet and The Adventures of the Copper Beeches - Arthur Conan Doyle
2. When God Was A Rabbit - Sarah Winman This was a book my Mum passed to me after reading it as she said "it's more your sort of thing than mine" which usually means it's either abstract or gay. Turns out it was a bit of both but badly written with an implausible plot designed to pull at the old heartstrings. Pulp fiction in the highest degree.
3. Snuff - Terry Pratchett Really disappointing. Discworld has been sadly going downhill rapidly since TP sadly became ill. A lot of the word play, humour, complexity and depth has gone out of the books and whilst the characters are engaging enough to read compulsively to the end, it doesn't satisfy in the way TP books used to.  On a unrelated note, this was the first eBook I've purchased - from Amazon - and I was reet pissed off because it didn't have any chapter divisions in, which books I've got from Project Guttenberg do have.
4. Sympathy for the Devil - Howard Marks Rubbish. I only read it because the Amazon reviews were so good and, allegedly, a character was based on Richey. Striking similarity, yes, but I sincerely hope Marks doesn't know something about Richey the rest of us don't.
5. The Mysterious Affair at Styles - Agatha Christie Good ol' fashioned Christie action - although I think I detected just a hint of anti-Semitism...

February
6. The Man Who Was Thursday: A Nightmare - G. K. Chesterton I enjoyed this but, by the end, I'm not sure I fully understood the depth of references in there. One to read again I think.
7. Hunger Games - Suzanne Collins
8. Catching on Fire - Suzanne Collins
9. Mockingjay - Suzanne Collins I read this entire trilogy in 5 days. Had nightmares every single night.  Was absolutely captivated by Katniss - what an incredibly written character. In some ways it's typical sci-fi/post-apocalyptic fiction fayre, but in other it does what so many fail to do; it is utterly immersive. My only criticisms would be the way one character's death was dealt with and one aspect of the content of the epilogue which I didn't feel was inkeeping with the nformation we'd had on that character up to then but otherwise? Pretty much perfect.

** Leap Day Freebie; 10. A Hunger Artist - Franz Kafka Great, typically Kafka, typically numbing. **

March
11. The Plague - Albert Camus Vaguely disappointed with this. It took me months and months of stop-start to read it but I'm not sure why. It's interesting enough and the narrative style is typical of Camus but something of the pessimism I found so engaging in The Fall and The Outsider was missing. I'm glad I read and glad I finished it but...not a life changer.
12. The Psychopath Test - Jon Ronson Good, lost focus in the second half; touched on lots of interesting points that could/should have been developed but weren't and made some blindingly obvious points too. A bit of a let down, particularly given how well it started.

April
13. Gig - Simon Armitage Great, great book. Just my kind of thing. A fusion of prose and poetry, anecdotes and earnest longing. Some fantastic descriptive passages - although I would expect nothing less from Armitage - and it does it all without crossing over into unadulterated pretentiousness. Adored it; made me laugh, made me think.
14. Guards! Guards! - Terry Pratchett  I resolved to go back and read all the Discworld books I've missed (the middle ones - I read in order for a while then skipped to new releases as they happened) which include characters I like, first up i'm back tracking through the history of the Watch.  This was good. Although coming to it from Snuff I can't believe Lady Sybil is the same person - MASSIVE change in her characterisation.
15. How to be a Woman - Caitlin Moran Started off brilliantly, my enthusiasm waned about halfway through and by the last quarter it was actively hard work. She moved from inclusive feminism to proscriptive feminism and a few things made me cringe which wouldn't ordinarily have made me cringe but she was so insistent "this is feminism!" that I felt compelled to engage with just how successfully she was a feminist...so yeah.

May
16. Men at Arms - Terry Pratchett It seemed to get a bit lost at times.  Although the Corporal Carrot of this book is 100% the Carrot I fancy, which is nice.

June
17. Daytripper - Gabriel Ba & Fabio Moon Good In principle this was a good graphic. In practice I didn't quite connect.  The style and colouring were a bit imprecise for my liking. The 'surprise' element of each chapter ending with the death of the same character was verging on trite.  Somehow, it just didn't come together for me - although it came close.  
18. Starman: David Bowie, The Definitive Biography - Paul Trynka Great book, enough narrative pace to keep it interesting, a good overall view of the 'facts' with plenty of clearly marked personal stories to flesh it out.  As with all rock biographies I'm sure many people will claim it's pure fantasy but it ties up with other things I've read and heard.  I really enjoyed it although it did flag a bit towards the end.

July
19. James Potter and the Hall of Elders Crossing - G. Norman Lippert  Objectively, this really wasn't very good - far too many Americanisms, a real betrayal of the basics of the canon (why are different year groups taking the same class? Why would there be a ban on flying brooms for under 11s? etc etc) but somehow, I believe the character of James.  I probably won't read any more of the series but this one has entered my imagination rather determinedly.
20. The Secret Adversary - Agatha Christie Brilliant! Best Christie I've ever read, absolutely adored Tuppence and Tommy and the little (explicit) feminist asides. Yes!

August
21. From The Complete Sherlock Holmes; Memoirs of Sherlock Holmes; Yellow Face, Silver Blaze, Stock Brokers Clerk, The Gloria Scott, The Musgrave Ritual, The Reigate Puzzle - Arthur Conan Doyle Not as good as some of the previous stories I've read, these are much shorter and as a result suffer from underdeveloped mysteries. Holmes is such a magnetic character, and Watson such an engaging narrator my enthusiasm has't waned much though.

September
22. Partners in Crime - Agatha Christie Fun but, as reviews on Amazon warned me, a bit repetitive by virtue of the short story formula.  Still enjoyable - Tommy and Tuppence really magnetic characters.
23. Feet of Clay - Terry Pratchett Super quick read and all the things I love about Pratchett. Plus, Vimes, Carrot, and Angua <3.
24. Maurice and His Educated Rodents - Terry Pratchett First book I read in Brighton - found it whilst emptying boxes in the attic of my parents house having believed I'd lent it to a friend who had made it disappear so read with real joy at being reunited.  As, ever, fabulous; the man knows his rats.

October
25. Are You My Mother - Alison Bechdel As so many other people have observed, this book doesn't really hang together.  The first third s dedicated to the author's reflections on how hard she is finding it to write the book she's writing which, instead of being pleasingly meta, is just annoying. It ends well but I found it, overall, to be navel gazing and quite thin.  Certainly not in the same league as Fun Home.
26. The Strange Case of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde - Robert Louis Stevenson Until I downloaded this to my kindle, I had no idea RLS wrote it, how ignorant of me.  An enjoyable read, beautifully Gothic, spoiled somewhat by the fame of the story which meant I already knew the twist but well worth a read all the same.

November
Apparently I didn't read anything in November...Although I made a start on Mysteries of Udolpho but it is slow going.  Weirdly, this happened last year too.

December
27. Pyongyang: A Journey in North Korea - Guy Delise I've wanted to read this for a long time and picked it up on the spur of the moment at the library.  It's a quick read but not really a life changer - a little too self involved to mean anything much...I think I was disappointed. Nothing to Envy remains the go to book on North Korea.
28. Y: The Last Man Vol. 3 One Small Step - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr.  Still making me cringe at moments of sexism and fetishisation of women but it is still compelling enough for me to keep reading, especially since discovering the Brighton municipal library has the whole series!
29. Started, abandoned... Black Hole - Charles Burns. Tried and tried, but the content made me feel physically sick at times and I increasingly got the impression it would end misogynistically so I bailed out. First time in a very long time I've done that.
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I only made it to 19 last year, I hope to exceed that this year.

Books I've read this year (2011)

January
1. Nothing to Envy: Real Lives in North Korea. - Barbara Demick Fascinating and moving - turns out I knew less than I thought about North Korea. Literally the only criticism I have is that the epilogue hadn't been proofread properly, that's it!
2.Y: The Last Man Vol. 2 Cycles - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra, Jose Marzan, Jr. More of the same from Vol 1.  There remains a bit too much feminist fail for my liking but I do still want to read to the end of the series to see where they are taking it.

February
3. The Sign of Four: The Complete Sherlock Holmes - Arthur Conan Doyle

March
4. Unseen Academicals - Terry Pratchett Missing, in my opinion, the usual effortless expression of Pratchett and a hundred or so pages too long I was vaguely disappointed with this offering, although I still enjoyed it very much.
5. Stitches - David Small Incredible graphic novel of an astonishing life story. It took me an hour and a half to read but it somehow felt like I was in a different week by the end of the book.  Really moving and beautifully, stunningly drawn.
6. Blankets - Craig Thompson One of the most beautiful books I have ever read, found myself caressing the pages as I read.  Felt like I'd fallen in love for the first time as Craig does the same. Feel hopeless, and hopeful and lonely and scared in exact parallel with those emotions being experienced in the book.  And now - half an hour after finishing - I feel kind of empty.  And that means it is truly great.
7. A Selection of Sherlock Holmes stories from The Complete Sherlock Holmes: A Scandal in Bohemia, The Red-Headed League, A Case of Identity, The Boscombe Valley Mystery - Arthur Conan Doyle.

April
8. The Last Hero: A Discworld Fable - Terry Pratchett and Paul Kidby Beautifully illustrated and funny in the specific way older Discworld stories are.  I've had this book for years and for some reason it's taken me until now to read, but I'm glad I held on to it.
9. Suburban Glamour - Jamie McKelvie This, whilst appealing and diverting enough, wasn't really my thing - I think I would have appreciated it when I was 17/18 (the age of the protagonist Astrid) but it didn't really speak to me.  I bought it because I like Jamie McKelvie's collaboration with Kieron Gillen on the two Phonogram books but evidently it is Gillen's story telling not McKelvie's drawings which appeal most.
10. Berlin: City of Stones - Jason Lutes Quite hard to follow as character drawings seemed to vary wildly from one page to the next but I got there in the end and found I was quite overcome by the hopelessness of the characters' fates.  Thought provoking stuff.

May
11. Safe Area Gorazde: The War in Eastern Bosnia 1992-1995  - Joe Sacco I read this because of my impending trip to Bosnia and surrounding area and beyond hazy childhood memories of the war, I knew little about it.  This is a compelling, beautiful, moving and above all honest account of the war, as seen by a handful of people in a small enclave.  There was no romanticisation of the people and no narrative judgement on the politics.  It was an illuminating read and wonderfully suited to the graphic form.
12.The October Country - Ray Bradbury Fahrenheit 451 is one of my all-time favourite books so I wanted to read more by Bradbury; I'd heard about 'The Skeleton' so tracked down a collection it was included in.  This book is 90% pure pulp fiction and 10% exciting writing.  Not a life changer but the stories are short enough to read one per half-hour-lunch-break and diverting enough.

June
13. Nailed to History: The Story of Manic Street Preachers - Martin Power Absolutely brilliant.  Made me laugh and cry and write an extensive review on Amazon - I have nothing but praise for this book.  A must read for all Manics fans.
14. The Fall - Albert Camus My second ever Camus book and all I can think, as I greedily read each successive sentence, is 'where have you been all my life?!'; a delight from start to finish.  Also, the perfect follow on from my Manics book as I think the protagonist and Richey Edwards share a world view.
15. 1984 - George Orwell Second (or third?) time I've read this and the first re-read I've done since 2009.  I would say this is a doubleplusgood book....Seriously though, it's fabulous.  Never fails to penetrate my subconscious and seep out in dreams for months afterwards.  It reads in a deceptively short space of time despite how dense the content is.  Also, my copy is beginning to look pleasingly dog-eared.
16. The Letters of Vincent Van Gogh: to His Brother and Others; 1872-1890 - Vincent Van Gogh I wrote in more detail about my feelings about this book here but, in summary, it is beautiful, sad, universal, and all too human.

July
17. A Romance with Cocaine - M. Ageyev Read this purely because it's mentioned in Nailed to History (see number 13 above) as being the last book Richey read before he disappeared.  Like other examples of Russian Literature I've read it suffered from a cracking beginning which got mind-crushingly-in-depth before running out of steam.  Don't get me wrong - it's a good book, and an intriguing story with a likeably-dislikeable protagonist - but you need to keep up the pace if you read it, which in the end I didn't, and it's not really one to read anywhere other than in a silent room.
18. Harry Potter and the Philospher's Stone - J. K. Rowling - News seems to be saturated with Potter at the moment with HP7b being released (and storming the box office) prompted me to start what I've been threatening to do since HP7 came out back in 2007: reread the whole series.
19. Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets - J. K. Rowling
20. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban - J. K. Rowling

August
21. Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix - J. K. Rowling - I actually forgot who dies in this book and as (*spoiler!!*) Sirious is amongst my favourite characters it came as something of a body blow. It is one hell of a book.  Possible the best in the series.
22. Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince - J. K. Rowling - plot, plot, plot, plot. Until the last couple of hundred pages when, once again, I was glued to the page.
23. Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - J. K. Rowling - I got home from a car showroom and sat from 4pm until 1am reading the whole book - in floods of tears for the last 300 pages or so - something that didn't happen last time I think because I read it in hostels and on buses as I travelled around South America.  The deaths of Lupin, Tonks, Fred and Dobby hit me particularly hard as I just had no recollection of them.  Still crying half an hour after finishing reading - for those losses, and for coming to the end of the series again.

September
24. Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? - Philip K. Dick - Another reread. I remember adoring this book, then I started reading and it seemed a bit flat...then it got gooood.  And I remember why I adore it.  Bleak and beautiful.
25. Several Sherlock Holmes short stories from The Complete Sherlock Holmes; The Five Orange Pips, The Man with the Twisted Lip, The Adventure of the Blue Carbuncle, The Adventure of the Speckled Band, The Adventure of the Engineers Thumb, The Adventure of the Noble Bachelor - Arthur Conan Doyle

October
26. Habibi - Craig Thompson - Rich and sumptuous in mythology and illustration this gave me many of the things I adored about Blankets (6.) but with an indefinable 'something' missing. It was immersive but also violent - at least 3 rape scenes. The exploration of story telling in religion was a wonderful way to structure the narrative but the degree to which the story jumped around verged on distracting.  On the other hand, I was horribly depressed whilst reading this so I think that may have negatively impacted on my experience of this graphic.  Nonetheless, I'd recommend it to a friend and Craig Thompson remains a favourite.
27. The Fixer; A Story from Sarajevo - Joe Sacco - Occasionally clumpy in narrative style, nevertheless another great graphic - telling an uncomfortable story about some aspects of the Bosnian forces during the Balkans war in the 1990s.  I recognised some streets and scenes from my July trip and had the stories, as they were told to me then, to compare Sacco's collected accounts to which made it all the more interesting.

November
umm.....

December
28. Alice's Adventures in Wonderland - Lewis Carroll - I got a Kindle for Christmas (although I didn't know I wanted one..) and resolved I would not pay for any eBooks for it, so went in search of titles I knew on free-to-download/out-of-copyright sites.  I read this years ago and couldn't remember why I enjoyed it so much so revisited it.  As wonderful and immersive and pointless as ever;  I remember and do not remember why I enjoyed it all at once.
29. The Wonderful Wizard of Oz - L. Frank Baum - I was sure I had read this before but it was all new (as much as it can be when one has watched The Wizard of Oz so many times) to me and merged into a pleasing puddle of fantasy and whimsy in my imagination with Alice's Adventures in Wonderland.

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Books I've Read This Year.

January - February:
1. The Amber Spyglass - Philip Pullman
2. Making Money - Terry Pratchett
3. Nation - Terry Pratchett
4. Once Upon a Time in the North - Philip Pullman; my absolute favourite character throughout the Northern Lights trilogy was Lee and Hester, I cried more for their death than anyone else.  This book was a delight as a result.
5. Lyra's Oxford - Philip Pullman
6. The Road - Cormac McCarthy; fascinating narrative technique.  Absolutely immersive

March:
7. Looking Backwards 1887-2000 - Edward Bellamy; utopia/dystopia fiction from the Victorian period will never cease to fascinate me.

April:
8. A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess; A fascinating exploration in the readers own tolerance of 'ultra-violence' and how quickly your loyalty can be gained by the self confessed and well established villain of the piece. Wonderfully written, my narrative theory inclinations were aroused.
9. Persepolis - Marjane Satrapi; Better than the film
10. Fun Home: A Family Tragicomic - Alison Bechdel; oh god it's ike academic graphic novel (autobiography) porn! Describing your own life events in terms of narrative theory? YES. 

May - July (inclusive):
11. Moby Dick - Herman Melville; Without a doubt, now one of my favourite Romantic novels.  Fascinating to see the Romantic impulse directed to descriptions of 'the Levianthan' (Sperm whales) and the 'iron soul' of man; "Alike, joy and sorrow, hope and fear, seemed ground to finest dust, and powdered, for the first time, in the clamped mortar of Ahab's iron soul"

July:
12. Snakes & Earrings - Hitomi Kanehara (perhaps in need of a better translation? Very clumpy)
13. Starship Troopers - Robert A. Heinlein Brilliant. Much better than expected. Made me reconsider my thoughts about capital punishment and military endeavour which is no small feat.

August:
14. Phonogram: Rue Britannia - Jamie Mckelvie & Kieron Gillen Phenomenal. A leaving gift from a friend in Brighton and all about being a(n obsessive) music fan and, in particular, a Manics fan.

September
15. Phonogram: The Singles Club - Jamie Mckelvie & Kieron Gillen Different in music content than Rue Britannia but I felt the characters were better drawn (narratively speaking, not artistically!)
16. The Outsider - Albert Camus Was still thinking about those 118 pages long after I finished it.  Awesome.

October-November
17. The Fry Chronicles - Stephen Fry Everything I hate about autobiographies, endlessly ego masturbation, lists of 'celebrity' names and uninspiring 448 pages covering just 9 years? In no detail? 9 years in which NOTHING HAPPENS? Never read a book in such serious need of editing.

December
18. Sherlock Holmes; A Study in Scarlet - Arthur Conan Doyle  Finally reading the glorious tome I was given last Christmas and enjoying it ever bit as much as I anticipated.  So far it is only the first story I can tick off, but yes, glorious. 
19. Y: The Last Man. Vol 1. Unmanned - Brian K. Vaughan, Pia Guerra Not brilliant, but certainly very engaging. The dialogue lags in places, but on the whole it works; I'll be buying volume 2, so that says it all really.

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