41/52 - Nothing Left
Oct. 11th, 2020 12:50 pmIt's been a hard week. I have a foggy brain and an intimidating to do list.
Instead of spending energy I don't think I have left on scraping something together I will instead link you to my two most recent blog entries on my other blog. The first provides reasonable explanation of why I've got nothing in the tank to populate an entry here;
And from August...
"The big problems I experience – or emotional collapses – seemingly arrive fully formed and entirely without warning. But these big breakdowns do not arrive without warning; it is just that I don’t have access to those warnings."
Suprise! Emotions
Instead of spending energy I don't think I have left on scraping something together I will instead link you to my two most recent blog entries on my other blog. The first provides reasonable explanation of why I've got nothing in the tank to populate an entry here;
"...this higher dose has been unrelenting. I am at worst completely non-functional, slogging through thoughts, slurring words, and battling a bone deep fatigue every moment. At best, I am foggy-brained and slow to process...I have spent a week unable to work and found myself uncharacteristically prone to bursting into tears.
At day 7 I am calling it. This cannot continue."
'Can't stand the heat'
At day 7 I am calling it. This cannot continue."
'Can't stand the heat'
And from August...
"The big problems I experience – or emotional collapses – seemingly arrive fully formed and entirely without warning. But these big breakdowns do not arrive without warning; it is just that I don’t have access to those warnings."
Suprise! Emotions